Trouble

And so i've registered for the foundation in science at KBU.

Ok lah give it a nicer name KBU INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE. XD

I know it's small, it's not an awesome builiding like taylor's, sunway's or even help's one.

But i think it definitely has a good study environment..

The CENTREPOINT HOSTEL is just cool, i've never been there but that day i saw that there are a lot of cafes. i can take my breakfast/lunch there later on:)

And so i've made up my mind, if i get good grades, then i'll go for pharmacy. If i get lower grades, then i'll go for nutrition&dietetics. The senior told me that if i couldn't meet the minimum requirements, I've to pick some other courses at IMU and NO UNI/COLLEGE WILL ACCEPT THIS FOUNDATION IN SCIENCE EXCEPT IMU=) so you know how hard i've to study for this 12-months-course?

Quite rush also,even the semester break is only one week..heh.

About transportation, daddy wants me to drive to KBU, using citroen, the weird car. Hmm, i hope i can get used to driving soon. ;)

I'm ready to start school actually. I left 2 weeks more holidays!!

Gonna spend it wisely and...happily:)

AND. I'm really disappointed if you all think that buying a dog is just ---- play with it when it amuses you and sell it whenever it makes trouble to you? just give it to somebody else when you feel that it's annoying? Don't you know how hurt is it when you said you're gonna sell muffy to others and yet you don't even understand how much i love muffy...

Muffy, they wouldn't understand or comprehend how much you mean to me. but i know you know.... =) 

Big girls don't cry. I used to tell myself that i'm a big girl now. Yet i found that i just couldn't be alone. I still need you to be here to solve my problem..and i know you're willing to be there for me=) with patience and love. 

Thanks a lot. <3

SPM

you won't feel the nervousness until you get into the hall and see your friends get called by teacher and you could just waited for your name to be called..haha!

hope to be one of the 18's students..but was afraid to get disppoinment.  but.... i didn't disappoint myself;)

i didn't waste my 2 years time in spending 70% of my time on my studies. xD

i couldn't deny that sometimes you need some luck too...and it's true.for me lah. .____.

anyway, i know that we all had tried our best and... spm is just a small part of our lives,we should look forward to the next challenge=)

actually i started to feel good to have a sister like her xD she treats me quite good but somehow i couldn't feel it hahaha. started to appreciate..i know it's late but. it's better late than never;)

hmm am happy today!! the time spent with you and friends was just great;) <3

i know you were exhausted today but still wanna stay with me longer...thank you i'm happy today;) <3

Beloved

Oh i spent mua whole day with qin ai de yin yi

The photos are ugly..but i like them hahaha XD 

 

 heeeeeeeeeeeeeello kitty! sweets.

Thank you, you made my day !!!!  ♡♡♡

always bring me out whenever i feel bored..;)

you just trusted me so much that you allowed me to drive your car as i just drove twice after getting my license!! actually i was scared..(a bit only ;P) but you know i wanted to drive badly!! 

sorry i made you being nervous when i was driving haha..my driving skill not that bad right?! xD

你哪来的勇气让我驾？？

你知不知道你的信任给了我很大的鼓励？=)

 尽在不言中。。。<3

知足

没关系，要学会知足啊王芷珊 =*)

谢谢你！你依然让我感到很温暖。

有你，有朋友，有家人还有muffy的感觉真好。=)

Diary

Flipping through the diary,i recalled the moments spent in these 17 years.

60% about love, another 40% consists of friends, family, studies and others. haha.

I found that i've written a lot of silly stuff..found out how childish i was in the past.

Doesn't mean that i'm matured now,lol. just.. one thing that i couldn't deny is, my thinking has changed a lot as time goes by..

How naive i was to believe in forever, to say out forever that easily, to believe that someone would really love me and take care of me forever and to love someone without really knowing him;) is somehow ridiculous..yet i cherish the sweet time spent with him/her/them;)

there were untold secrets, sweet moments and some traumatic memories..i don't know how much tears i had spent on my diary.crying while writing..read again and cried. ohhh all these were memories. 
shouldn't we let the past be the past?:)

and i found this quote. 

"Don't cry for a guy, let the guy cry for you, because girls give and forgive but guys get and forget."

however, i'm thinking like this personally:)

"You're worth to cry for him if he's worth your tears."

14/3

HAD TAKEN MY DRIVING TEST TODAY!!

oh thanks you guys for your prayers..luck was on my side today=)

had been nervous all night, i don't know the reason why i would be that nervous.

i told mum that i was scared, really scared.

Even till the last lesson i still not able to do well on the slope part.

and daddy just held my hands and comforted me..:" if you scared it will be even worse, don't worry papa supports you." and i just hugged him.. :"papa..... <3"

and definitely his phone call did calm me down before i slept:) heartily thank you:) ♥ 

the next day,urm i mean today.

no more nervousness:)

we got allocated into sesi1,  did 'on the road' first.

and so while waiting to be called, we just revised everything x)

and discussed something like viva's engine is not good..blablabla 

the dewan was full of our laughing sounds lol.

and i didn't do well on the first part.. cause i got viva. the seat arrrrrr. was totally different from kancil.

not really can step on the clutch LOL. but of course i could make it lar.just a bit tougher.=x

it was TOUGHER. :(

and so the tester didn't treat me well. scolded me at first o.o

he said that i didn't pay attention on other cars..motorcycles..didn't break properly...aih-__-

he insisted that i couldn't step on the clutch..and so i just ignored him..  :" ok ok ok..."

ok la, then the slope part..i got kancil uhhhhh,like uncle's one. so i can control the car well=D

just the gear..was kinda hard to be changed?! 

anyways, everything goes smoothly today, i'm really lucky:)

Switched off the phone till i got my results,didn't get his msg, i knew he just don't wanna distract me:)

though he never told me, i knew he was praying for me:)

he said he was pretty sure i can make it. i knew he was giving me confidence which i lacked of:)

he phoned me once i told him my result. he knew his 'congratulations' meant a lot to me:)

i'm being appreciative of your love:)

Once again, thanks for the prayers and wishes, thanks you guys for all your support.

i did it:)

Saturday.

I love Saturday=p 

thanks for your 10 hours today, i enjoyed it a lot!

we're getting closer, closer and closer.

Thank you, I appreciate:)

Thank you guys for making me laughing non stop todayyyyyyy! <3

GIRLS

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more

And all these are so true! =>

Sweet call.

he phoned me last night at 2.23am when he reached home=p

a very very  sweet talk <3

though i was sleepy at the moment..the feeling was so real..and your voice...

even though it was just a short 12 minutes call.. you make me feel so sweet.  ♥

:)

If you wanna hold my hand, i would never let you go.

FOREVER

Forever is not just a word.. it's a promise.

I was trying to hide away my fragile heart..but your words did comfort me and..i felt secure.

THANKS. I know I'm truly blessed..

Just can't stop telling myself that..I'M SUCH A LUCKY GIRL:)

Is this little creature really annoying?

I don't know why even till today you still want to ignore it.

I panicked, i cried, I've tried my best..I would never let it to leave this home.