:(

And we always lose to the games...:(

May today be a good day.

...

对着堆积如山的功课，我只能对着电脑哭。
哭完后，还是要做。一边做，一边哭。

=]

也许真的失去过才懂得一样东西的珍贵
现在，像是更珍惜地，一步一步，走下去。
原来，幸福，就是这么简单。

:)

I think we found it because of holding on.
Xie xie ni, qin ai de :*

Mmhmm.

When ur worried.. 

When ur happy..:)

:3

It's okay even if you find it out late..:)
Thanks for placing your trust in me.
It  really means a lot to me..
 It's beyond description <3

Trust..

曾经想过，如果距离不是问题，我还真的希望我们可以走很远，有几远就几远。。。；）

如今。。。受过伤，还能相信你吗？

"爱不简单。相爱不容易"

不管身边的人有多反对，我还是很傻地相信着
他们不是你，他们不会明白。他们也不是我，他们感觉不到。

其实你知道我怎样想的
只是你是不知道，我有多害怕，得到后再失去的那种感觉。

Bad feeling.

Two people were telling me the same thing at the same time..

It's not the first time though...

I know it should come to an end soon, it should be. 

Joyous moment;)

My first visit to Taylor's and it's awesomely nice!!
Lab with air-conditioners four-floor library romantic lake view and more and more and more ROARRR!
Why did IMU choose to have its pre-u program at KBU :P

Was supposed to back home after class
Thought of not following the three guys but at the end i still get  into richard's car LOL! Got persuaded by zerky:P
Haha i guess i was just following my heart's decision *winky*
We had a hard time while sending me back home haha. But still i managed to reach home safely:)
Sorry for all the troubles made guys.

Well it's really a joyful day. ;)

 

Just sharing anyway.

Taken after the english test!

Eyes circles eyes bags semua datang -__- 

I guess, we would get our own way to go;) 

Because no one tells

IFY..

Perhaps i found something that i am longing for so long...:)

***

I know the person is not me, what for we so suffered when people just don't give you a damn..
i thought they'd be like the sweetest couple in college ever..why love always grows with a smile and ends with tears? I guess love is just never simple...
I hope she's alright.

 For her as well as for myself. =]

Already gone..

The moment i see you smiling broadly even when i am not beside you, i know you will be fine without me.

:B

Out of a sudden i feel the overwhelming stress.

Assignments-to-do 
1. Chem tutorial
2. Chem presentation slides
3. Chem lab report
4. Chem group assignment
5. English research - Alternative medicine
6.  Bio research - Animal biotechnology
7. English presentation slides
8 Moral assignment
9. Malaysian Studies assignment
10. Malaysian Studies video, presentation slides

Finals is coming!!! Not even started my revision T^T
Imma stay up late to complete the work, really really stress :\
I can do it right!

The day just passes like...it's already meant to be.

The day is coming but i am still struggling in making up my mind.

I smiled. And i saw yours too:) 

It will eventually end up just the way it should be. ;) 

Moments in life - part 1

Guess what, was filtering the photos in my phone.
Found a lot of interesting picchass :D

Start it with my room :3

 The current look!

 

Actually the original design wasn't like this..

 i'll show now!

It was in green colour.. Eco-friendly XD 

K this is the first proposal of my room by a female designer.

That's really cool, they have noted down that this room is for --- 

"youngest daughter, 17 years old"  hahaha!

 Actually this colour is quite smoothing and calming..but too bad, i dislike a green-colour-room :P

 Then then then, sister asked me to get some pictures of my ideal bedroom so that the designer can amend it.

 Due to running out of time, i found some pictures which are.....

1. For a second i got attracted by the wardrobe.. XD 

2. I really wish to have the hanger stuff above my bed :3 

3. The colour which i prefer for my bedroom, sweet pink <3 

 And so, after showing few of the pictures of my ideal bedroom..

She came out with something like this :P 

This really frightened me LOL PINKISH STUFF LOOKS REALLY SCARY hahahahah! 

And i really dislike the wallpaper...hahah actually i was embarrassed to ask for amendment again..but then daddy said:" just send email and tell her la my dear :D "

So, picture below was the final proposal of my room....

I didn't manage to get the original pic :\ 

So...this is satisfying! :D

 And let's see the progression, ahah!

Can you see the colour of the wall?

This supposed to be the colour of my room :O

The so called sweet pink for them.

In fact, i couldn't see any colour other than white....i was kinda sad about that.

Hahah because of my disappointment daddy asked them to paint it again..  

Daddy is <3 ! 

 

And so..

This is the wallpaper! <3 <3 It is really really niceeeee ^_^ 

 

Almost done with the colour of the wall and wallpaper! 

With the hanging light that daddy chose for me :3 

 

Actually it's kinda small :) 

But i feel really comfortable and and warm to stay in the room :)

Thanks daddy for giving me such a lovely room! <3 

And guys, i found out this!! 

It's really unique and memorable. 

Thanks for the memories for my sweet sixteen ;)  

Celebration during form 4, simple but touching.

Next, kerja kayu that i put a lot of effort in it :D

I really wish i could keep it, but i think the teacher has lost it. 

The favourite art work of mine XD miko! 

 Woah moments at genting during 2009! 2009 or 2008 huh? LOL :P

 Cute moments...Jason Leong :)))))))))))

 The moments when i have super long hair...

Supposed to be longer. 

 

Taro is always my favourite :D

The moment when muffy is in my arms;)

The moment when i think about... another favourite hairband of mine. To be honest i forgot what's the colour of that :\ I just know that i like it very much and i choose to let you keep:)
Somehow both of these are just precious..

Lastly, quote of the day :)

 Is to believe. =]

Guess i have more things to post about..
Stay tuned and have a nice sunday! <3

:)

其实我是一直相信的，我根本不需要想起什么，因为我从来没有忘记过。

Sweet sorrow

This song is simply touching! ;)
"No matter how i think about it"

 

-

 

Now i know the reason why she asked me to listen to 'skyscraper', 

Cuz pain makes me a stronger girl. 

Death.

That's really really sad to hear about even though i don't know him well..
He leave this world so suddenly that i guess there are still a lot of unspoken words in him.
Guess this is another incident which could inspire us to be grateful for what we have now and be thankful that we're still alive.

Remember, time doesn't wait!

;)

Feeling great when you don't have to go for class, hahaha
I actually spent a lot of time doing the questionnaire from doctorjob! teehee!
Perhaps they will pick Khar Nian and not me, or both :D
Take a break and move on.
Yet, I still choose to trust all those words
It just doesn't come back la so it's never mine :)

Ngehehehe Sungha Jung you better play 'This Love' on your concert!!!
He is just fantastically terrific XD
Beautiful pieces from simple instrument!
Can't wait :D

Mmmhmm I wanna get an android phone before i leave here to Taiwan! :D
Iphone 4s! With Siri, it can make call, send texts, set reminder and more. Amazing phone!

"Siri not only understands what you say, it’s smart enough to know what you mean. So when you ask “Any good burger joints around here?” Siri will reply “I found a number of burger restaurants near you.” Then you can say “Hmm. How about tacos?” Siri remembers that you just asked about restaurants, so it will look for Mexican restaurants in the neighborhood."

Guess it's useful for me this kind of...blur-case-girl haha!
Yenyin said my memory can only be used on studies, other than that, my memory is really POOOOOOR
B-D

I want it so freaking badly! :D
No i'm not going to ask daddy buy for me, imma save money to get it!
Hope everything goes smoothly!

^_^

All are different..

Hah, when a person, promised that he would be the one, who brings you away from the sadness, and promised to be the best for you, be the one who makes you smile, be the one who never hurts you, be the one who stands by you no matter what, does he really meant it?
Is just the 30th.
Still challenging his patience and passion;)

:)

Janice said i look pale, pale green, aww, didn't know that i look so pale today.
Guess it's due to the mild diarrhea i had on last night, even until this morning :\
Supposed to be stay at home to rest.. but i have to pass up 2 assignments..so i forced myself to go college :<
Well i'm feeling better now, just tired, the peak month of semester two!! still have 2 lab reports, 1 chemistry presentation slides, 1 english research, 1 moral assignment, 1 malaysian studies assignment, preparation for group presentation next week. Ahhhhh what else???!!!

 

I wish you were here, at least i could just lay on your chest and listen to you, telling me that there's nothing to worry about =] 

就让我相信他说的话，当我还选择相信的时候：）

After all you're still y.o.u
Thought you would have some changes, somehow? i don't know.
Perhaps your still the same, so do i? I don't know too. might be a no. but, what am i expecting for?;)
For a moment i feel touched..real touching.
I know we should have felt the same way.
I do, you do, we do.
You know my feelings, but at the end, what have you done?
I don't wanna be treated as nothing.

Still holding on, or not.

F

I actually believed =)

Perhaps it might be very very very very little.

I still believe..

Keep moving on.

I slept at 4am yesterday to complete the bio essay :(
Imma struggle hard with my chem research!
Guess i'll be hectic until the week of my birthday :(
October should have be awesome :(

 “Your worth does not revolve around what others think, Your worth is what you put in yourself and know in your heart.”

Awh! :D

Omggggggg lifestyle has changed -,-
I slept around 8pm and woke up at midnight to do the work.
It actually allows me to sleep longer compared to sleep at 1 or 2am and wake up at 6.
And this makes me feel extremely tired after a long day at college. Gahhhh i want a healthy lifestyle!! :(

The... text.
Actually...
It's. 
kinda. 
sweet. :P

 Totally out of my expectation.
Hahaha talk more about it next time.
Mmhmm! ;)

Oh ya idk what's wrong with my chatbox as it kena some kind of virus which made me couldn't open my blog, that's why i removed it.
Try to add on later!
Nights! <3

A fine day

八月六日 星期六
每次我想放弃的时候，你总是给我坚持下去的理由:):):)


十月六日 星期四
直觉告诉我不要放弃的时候，我却找不到坚持下去的理由。。

Found out from the diary:) Everything can just change in two months time.
Time waits for nobody:)
I couldn't blame you even though you always make a wrong assumption. Maybe that's my fault. It's better to be kept it as secret rather let you know.

Back to college life!
Get to know the juniors on yesterday, xinyi is friendly, mok is sweet and khar nian is somewhat cute! :D
Can't believe that he got full A+ including Chinese subject, while speaking such a fluent English!
Never judge a person until you know him:)
Did chem experiment just now, due to overdose of sulphur, i'm feeling dizzy and headache :(
Sulphur sulphur puhh leaze come out from my body :(

Persistence.

Yes, from this moment, from this second, i'm not gonna trust any intuition i ever had. So please stop acting cool, perhaps you just have to be straight forward and tell me that you never cared anyway. I don't mind you to break my heart again for getting an answer that i wanted for so long. :-)

I really don't care what people said about you, even your friends, my friends and who else? I trust you cuz somehow you're trying to tell me how you feel. So please tell me that i'm just thinking too much and we are never meant to be, i'll leave, i will really do.

如果你真的在乎的话 ，在我离开之前，请给我坚持下去的理由...

 ;-)

Fall apart

在等待中睡着不是一件好事，因为当你睁开眼时，没有看到你想要的, 等不到你在等的，会很失望。

Tell me if you don't care, i swear i will leave.
Let me know if you ever care, i swear i will run into your arms and never let go.

158?

 

Ahh i slept at 3am yesterday, just realized that there are 2 assignments to be submitted on 10/10.

I actually messed up the due dates, i thought there are two more weeks for me to complete it

when i checked the calendar yesterday, i found that i left 8 days to complete it aww big sad > ;(

 an essay with 1500 words and another research with 3000 words.

start the work puhhh leaze!!

It's October. 

It's a brand new day.

I hate guessing what's actually on ur mind, sometimes it restricts me from stepping forward. 

I wonder if you read my stories again, but i just couldn't think of any reason why do you still want to know how's my life going on.

Still, the outsiders always ask me not to think too much, as i started to go into somewhere deeper and deeper.

Shouldn't i?

=D 

Stay with me not

I'm running out of places to hide the feelings
Somehow we shouldn't let everyone knows what's going on right. haha;)

Sometimes i have loads of things on my mind.
It's the sixth sense that brings up a couple of probabilities. I'd really hope we think the same, if we could!
Love or not, hold on or not, stay or not, i'm just curious:)
I was blown away, what could i say?

如果有一天，你要離開我，我不會留你，我知道你有你的理由；

如果有一天，你說還愛我，我會告訴你，其實我一直在等你；

如果有一天，我們擦肩而過，我會停住腳步，凝視你遠去的背影，告訴自己那個人我曾經愛過。 

或許人一生可以愛很多次，然而總有一個人可以讓我們笑得最燦爛，哭得最透徹，想得最深切。

 I really hope i could tell, ur the one, the special one. =] 

I am who i am:)

How dare i wish the one is me,

she laughed at me and asked me not to dream :')

只是个平凡的女孩，我没有期望什么。

闭上眼睛，许了一个小小的愿望 。

还有三十一天，很希望它会成真。;)