This is life

We always say one must live life to the fullest. But.. do we really know how should we live it to the fullest? I think I have that kind of feeling today. It's waking up early on a Saturday morning, feeling contented, without complaints, taking time to have your big breakfast and spending quality time to do something you like, like blogging. It's knowing we always deserve to laugh, don't give a shit about those who bring you down, those who doom your day. It's about doing something we want to, in front of people who know how stupid you can be yet sticking around you. ;) 

Guess I should post more about things to be happy about. Beautiful life does not just happen. 

#1 When people make time for you.

And it was a Thursday night. I know a friend of mine was making decision whether to hang out with friends or come to table tennis practice with me. He chose his friends initially. And I think I was a lil disappointed cuz he's usually the one that coaches me. But in the end when I reached school, he said he's coming for table tennis.. *he changed his mind hehe*

And I smiled my appreciation to him. ;)

#2 When you have that one friend who never ceases to be nice to you.

Every time I do feel extremely touched when... I stuck there halfway during chemistry workshop and eventually gave up listening the explanation, she'd turn to me and ask me, with a patient tone, "Understand or not?" I would then gesture helplessly, shaking my head. And she will then figure out an easier way to explain it to me, cuz she knows I take time understanding new thing and need step-by-step explanation and... she never gives up on me T^T (hopefully y'all know who is she hehe my first friend in iamyou)

So I secretly hate putting someone as my first priority, it's unavoidable that, we lost ourselves letting someone to control our happiness. 

Okay, random rants. Lovely Saturday, shall start my revision nao & head off to shopping later ;) 

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歌~

很久很久 没有听华语歌
除了去唱K的时候才会点 那时才发现自己只会唱旧歌，很旧很旧那种
今天心血来潮找旧歌听
心情好得很^ ^ 对着电脑唱起歌来~

恶作剧之吻可是经典之作！
怀念旧时光...

  

全世界的人都知道 by 王俞匀

简单的旋律 歌词让人感觉很青涩
久违了~ 这感觉;)

Just some photos :)

Say hi to my team! B-)

The guy at the front is, personally, the best player in my school!

And he has been very patient in coaching me :)

Competition is going on :) yes, we were like in a bird cage.

Iamyou is constantly producing genius generation..

This is yenyin's bf :D

CGPA 3.93, basketball team leader ;)

So envious of him!

And yes, they won :)

Hahaha I asked him: Wanna take photo or not?

Credits to Jasmine :P Haha my flower is doing a video shooting!

^^

Thanks for coming my dear, I know it's not for me whatever :P

Happy enough to see you :3

I like this cuz I smiled very happily :D

Oh the guy on my left, is someone who plays table tennis with me quite frequently.

Coursemate yo!

Also, thanks for the time he spent for coaching and having fun with me! :) 

Okay I'm just gonna mention anyone who plays table tennis with me haha!

Good table tennis players are rare species okay!

I present to you, Miss Iamyou 2013

;D

忙中忙

最近真的很忙，可忙到我还有时间和朋友出去走走玩玩做运动，我是不是进步了？=D
我知道我的上课的时间很短，也许一天一小时，可是我们的self-study可多得很，我们的笔记没有很清楚，很多都是要自己去读去了解，一个semester的private study time可以长达大约三百个小时。所以，不好好安排真的会过得很颓废

以前在pre-u的时候虽然算活跃地参与student council的活动等等，可却忽略了和高中朋友的联系的机会，虽然说真正地友谊不必常见面也会放在心上，可友谊这东西，你若不付出时间，不要抱怨你得到的比别人少。

上个星期五burgerlab + I-city半日游，前一天我还真的犹豫我该不该去，手头上有些chapters要温习之外，还有英文的功课，online test等等；加上最近运动量大，真的累垮了。可要知道，邀约这么多人一起出去不是件容易的事啊，于是我还是答应了。当天晚上真的玩得很开心，虽然只是普普通通地去吃东西，走走，可能够这么舒服地做自己，逗别人笑，再互相讽刺下，哈哈，能够拥有这群朋友，真的很难得。有时我们会抱怨我们的高中也就是珍珠学校很差劲很pariah，可想一想，毕业后我竟然有让我怀念中学生活的点点滴滴，就是那班和我一起度过未成熟的日子的死党。我们一起看着对方长大，谈恋爱，失恋，读书，考到好成绩，拿着epop选帅哥，说某人的不是，幼稚地学电视广告耍白痴，连喝水也要比个赛。。。。啊啊啊回忆，真美好！

好了其实不是要回想那么多的。。。呵呵呵
最近很忙的是，我还没有机会和朋友公开的地一件事
就是。。。我又要搬家啦

震惊。。。。+ 震惊

是的，最近也让我很头痛的是，我又要和爸爸和设计师讨论我的房间概念
因为设计师把first draft的图本发给我了，所以我又要找相关的图画，颜色，whatever I like，给他看。。。其实一开始真的不想去理太多，可爸爸说这次是最后一次搬家了，而新家的概念也比较现代化，所以我还是要好好地想一想我要怎么样的设计。找越多图画样本也让我越来越期待，我和爸爸在星期六晚上还打给二姐姐聊到半夜三点，就聊这个新家 :@

可能重点是，这个设计师为了符合新家modern的概念，不给我用太多的粉红色.. 其实我不是那么爱粉红的啦，纯粹觉得粉红色的东西很漂亮。于是新房间只能微微地带出粉色。由于自己也忙课业上的东西，所以yinyi and brenda也帮我找找图，讨论颜色，设计。。。对于本人多次地询问你们的意见，在此表达谢意！^^

还是很喜欢现在这房间的说。其实我们全家都不舍得搬，可爸爸大人。。。:@

可没那么快搬啦，我预计是我出国后他们才搬，有点难过，害我有点冲动想把我的twinning program from 2+2 换去 2.5 + 1 ~_~

The daddy.

Last Christmas, I got a lil unhappy cuz mummy didnt keep her promise in going out together for a Christmas meal. I know it was just a meal and why should I feel upset over a trivial matter? In fact, I just don't like it when people make promises that they don't intend to keep. Every Christmas, dad is usually not at home ; he'd either treat his colleagues & subordinates a meal or o entertain his friends from China, East Malaysia, etc. How bout my sisters? They usually have their own plans too. So whenever I think of the scene where my mom staying at home watching tv alone, I decided to stay at home every Christmas to accompany her. Of course I did rejected a few outings with friends and not to mention disappointing them, for being in 'forever busy mode' :@

So, on that day, I thought of bringing mum out for a lovely meal just like what other children did, so that mummy can celebrate Christmas too! :) That was what I thought. But when we were about to depart, mummy said "it must be very crowded outside and lets just cook mee and stay at home maybe?" And so my so called Christmas mood dropped  to infinity....... I was thinking, if that was your initial plan why not you tell me earlier, why are you still promising me that we would have a meal together at night. Somehow I just felt disappointed, maybe my mind was thinking that, I could have had a better day. And so I walked back to my room and ate nothing lol. Feeling incredibly upset, I texted my dad who was at HK at that time. I told him I didn't manage to celebrate Christmas...with a super sad face in the text hahah. 

The next day I think, at night, daddy was back. He knocked my door and came in with a little pressie! It was a iPhone cover he bought from HK Disney Land... 

You know what, such lil thing almost made me tear up :( But I didn't want to let him know how upset I was so I just hugged him immediately so that he wouldn't see my eyes filled with tears. Ohhhh :( Daddy usually won't buy any present like this for me cuz he goes overseas too often la, we don't expect any present from him whenever he flies off to somewhere else. Oh not to forget, he bought me a bar of chocolate too! I deemed it as my Christmas present!!! :3

And he picked a Minnie cover :') Quite cute ma. Haha. 

Daddy had three lovers in his previous life-time lol. I meant, 前世情人 XD He has never been unfair in showing his love to the three daughters. Nevertheless, being the youngest one would unavoidably make me dependent on daddy even more. Grateful for having a daddy who takes care of the family well, so so well. 感恩。

Updates! :)

 ONE LAST DANCE CONCERT was really awesome ;) 

Glad to meet up with hoyiyi, wanchuen, sydney, waikit!

 And of course the 主角 ah tew :P

What pose is this? :P

Someone is in da poster! Envious of you lo :P Although my photography did get published in Feng Cai Feminine Magazine (风采) for KBU advertisement purpose, no one read the magazine lo. XD

Die die also want to take this photo :P

Xiaoxiaoxi and TSUBASA :) (Personally I kinda like the one standing in the middle, looks very dashing okay, somemore he looks like Jung Yong Hwa from CN BLUE HAHAH)

Hoyiyi, wanchuen and me with TSUBASA :)

Hi lady, watching your performances, I felt so proud of you. 

The feeling is sort of like, actualizing your dream of performing on the stage? I rmb you told me before during form 5 I think :P

Dancing colors your life isn't it. ;)

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Ever since a lovely classmate left my gang, I actually decided to be a lil more social.....

I joined flash mob for the coming open day ;) Flash mob is just simply cool! My first time will be dedicating to iamyou hurhurhur :3 And so I've started to mix with a diff gang from my course..

This is the birthday girl tho :) Michelle! And the photobomb behind trying to spoil the pic :P

Two lovely guys from my batch :) A pro dancer beside me >>

I have no idea why guys like to take photo with this angle tsk tsk tsk SOCHUBBYICANDIEKTHXBAI

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 Oh tou fa.

那来得快，去得更快的红发:P 

No filter eh, taken in the car during CNY.

I'm wondering why cutting short hair is so addicting it makes people feel like cutting their hair shorter and shorter once they had a try on short hair.

Cuz I feel like keeping it short or even shorter for the next haircut :P

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Btw, I've been slacking off for almost a month... feeling so uninspired this month. Or I'm just pure lazy wtf.

 

#truestory

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Although I'm not a pro table tennis player, table tennis is still my favorite sport game!

I didn't know I have such a passion for it! :)

I'm glad I can still play it at uni and really glad that skills are improving owing to the coaching from seniors!

And I've finally got myself a new bat as the rubber of my old bat is not replaceable (I thought of changing rubber only) and they said it can't do much tricks cuz it has already worn out... 

New bat costed me RM170 :O

But you get what you pay.. I think it is worthy tho!

Much lighter for quick attack and spin control!

Happy girl is happy ;)

We are all flawed, in some way

Admit it. When you're used to being good in doing something, you'd be hard-pressed to accept the fact that you've made some mistakes or there's someone surpassing your achievement. A bit ego here. Or is it more accurate to call it as arrogance. Guess everyone has a little of it in them. Motivation/compliments and criticism are equally important right. There's no good to be overwhelmed by only one.

I have a very good friend that looks up to me very much. Whenever I feel upset or there's any negative thinking sapping my confidence, I will talk to her and without fail, she makes me feel better every time. I suppose it's the place where I'm studying makes me feel this way, I mean how I feel towards my achievement so far. I really really really hate being in a competitive environment. But yeah I know, we know, when there are people, there are competitions.

Please turn this negative feeling into motivation ba. T__T

Anyway, it's difficult to get a buddy who can study and play equally hard with you. I miss Loryenyin :( She has been away from uni since last week and I'm already starting to miss her. There are so many things I wanna do, so many things I wish to join in iamyou. But unfortunately, another buddy of mine in my class is gonna leave too... Sad case...

Let's get the guts up to do it yourself pls. New friends are coming. Right? :)