Fine. :)

Oh yes, i break my record - slept at 5am last night ngahahahahahahahahahaha
Such a 'wonderful' experience -,-
I shouldn't try this anymore, i feel damn ill today.

My current life is going up and down.
Feel a sudden of sadness falling over. then a sudden of happiness for all that
then a sudden depletion of energy..then a sudden of fatigue.
I actually cried in murphy's car last morning. :\
He knew the problems that i'm facing...
He told me a lot of things..he taught me a lot about life.
He always lectures me in his car, and what he said seems to be true...
To be stronger and to be tougher. Yes, this is indeed what i should improve on.
I'm really glad to have him as a friend,a brother, to inspire me. :)

Hmm everything is gonna be smooth...thanks for all of them who concerned bout this.
Ya'all made me feel so warm <3

See, i'm fine after all. :)

:)

To tell the world, don't gossip anything bout what i've written lah:)
He's not wrong and just come and ask me if you want to know anything instead of spreading what you've misunderstood...


I love ya'll my lovely friends.
Sincerely thanks.

<3

All you know is nothing

I'm quite a sentimental person.
Idk how many times my tears drop whenever i receive the text from ya'll..
It's touching...
Again, i'll be alright...


I just couldn't forget how the ignorance made me cried like a lil girl..and you, dont tell me that you ever care when you know nothing at all!


:<

Jealousy kills.

"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had."

Where'd you go?

Where'd you go-Fort minor


Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, and I'm plannin' to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

肤浅。

打华语的好处是，不会华语的不会读:D
哈哈哈 crap -_______-


觉得自己看事情太表面了，表面得肤浅。
自己算是看人看得彻底的，怎么这次会让人耍得我团团转
现在能做得就只有。。见一步走一步。
该来的就会来，该走的始终会走。
“动心这个东 西，非常可贵，也许下一次，就没那么动心了。”
不觉得说得很有意思吗？
自从那次之后，发现自己真的很难再动心。
是伤得太深还是回忆在作怪，如今想起眼眶还会泛红。。
我不是放不下，是忘不了。。


最近神情都很忧伤，连我自己都没察觉到
直到college的朋友持续问着一样的问题，sam, why do you look so sad? 
才发现到原来自己是那么地落寞


加油加油。
:)

!!!

起起伏伏，我真的想不到结局会是怎样
真的很讨厌那漂浮的感觉
每次我下定决心，妳总是打乱我的脚步
够了，我真的累了。。
回忆只是谎言，虽然那也是我俩曾经的美好。。。
依然很庆幸我俩能相识。:)


这几天是超累的
不到两点都还不能睡，一直在赶功课:(
考试剩不到三个星期，怎么办？？？！！！！
真的要拼了王芷珊-___________________________________-!!!!!!!


很喜欢那哥哥给我的感觉，他给人的感觉都很棒吧~有这样一个哥哥也不错嘛~ XD
感谢大家不时地关心，让我觉得这世界还是有温暖的。。

Stupid

What a stupid girl:) dont cry:)
It's been a long while i never feel that lost since the heartbreaking event happened during form2,,,it's a bad feeling. 


请离开如果你不想不珍惜;)

Hurt

很心痛。想不到知道事情的真相会是那么地心痛。
很努力地掩饰。。:')
I never thought that you would appear at that time..and i just couldn't stop crying.
I'm still glad that ur there with me after all..
Let the past be the past...

Sill, at that very moment, i found that there are a lot of great friends around me:)
A sincere thanks to all my lovely friends especially bren <3 , yenyin, murphy...
And those who concern bout what happened to me..yeah i'm fine and everything will be alright:)!!

Hurt

That simply hurts...
I do care. I still...












Had a nice day in college with the crazy gang and ms.chan;)
Less hectic for these two days.
I think i'm still strong enough to hold back the tears in front of you:)
Jyjy!

Grateful :)

Ahhhh feel like blogging. so i came:)
Recently i'm starting to get used to the hectic college life, I'm so busy that my brain went numb dy :D
Assignments are hard.. I really appreciate mrbrian's helpfulness in solving some of the physics questions which i couldn't work them out. Thanks loads my lovely teacher:)
I barely find someone in KBU who's staying at cheras..i'm starting to ask around since the first day i step into KBU hahaha. So, it proves that nothing is impossible cuz i found one!! :P haha. 
He's a senior in my college who stays at pandan indah.. and so he's willing to pick me up at lrt station..
He's my good samaritan;) now i can even wake up at 630 and need not to rush at all. If i were to take public transport, i do really run all the way from bandar tun razak until kelana jaya -_- 


So yeah, i'm really grateful that i met kind people in my life who are willing to lend me a helping hand:)
Always be grateful people! <3
Also, not to forget to thanks the people who give me their loves all the time. Y'all brighten up my life >;)

Choices

It's been a hard time for me to make up my mind now..
I would have stayed longer. ;)
He drags me away day by day but then he pulls me back again bit by bit
I hope i would make a good choice.


:>

:)

I wonder do you ever read my blog;)

:)

男生在女生放弃前懂事就不晚:)

主动得累了，课业太忙了，伤心得累了，期望也太高了。

I'm tired of getting disappointment.
Why you aren't the one who was holding my hand and showing your worryness?

想停下脚步休个息。:)

Never ever suspect me because of my college friends..they are much appreciated,without them,there's no college life. 

Have a relaxed day yesterday with buddies <3

I love cycling, i used to cyle when i was burdened with loads of troubles and stresses..

Aww i'm gonna ask mummy take my bic go for repairment..;)

Strange

I thought i can find it back...but somehow i just couldn't get it back..
What's the matter now? I don't wanna have such feeling anymroe..