Tuesday, December 27, 2011

=.=



其实身边有很多人
不是你想象中那么地可有可无
也许我们不是天天联络
也许我们不是最关心对方那个
也许我们也不是最完美那个
但是
我们一直都把对方挂在心里
不是吗?
:) 


Sunday, December 25, 2011

25/12/2011



Not everyone in this world celebrates Christmas.. but yet, it is still a great, warm day isn't it?:)

Motivation :')

So sick....

Fever gone up so high now :'(

Please let me wake up by morning!!

I hope everything is gonna be fine after all...

I'm trying my very best now!

Never give up!

Friday, December 23, 2011

:')

你累了吗?

负不起责任了?

想走了?

这次,我还是会让你决定。

如果真的不爱了,就走吧。。。

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Back to loves

Hi readers.. I'm back again:)
Never blog for a few days

It's the second week of my holiday, one more week to go and i'll be starting my hectic semester three.. I'm kinda afraid that I couldn't cope but yet, you know I will be trying my very best in this last semester.

I not really start doing my assignment, I'm still on holiday mood oh god :(
December is not a good month for me, seriously I hope I can go through all these shits asap.


 Thanks to the kind one who da pao for me on Monday:)
It brightened up my day hahah I feel happy whenever I eat this.
People walked away and gone but somehow your the one that I feel like you have never left.
Don't always compliment on me that I'm the sweetest girl ever, to you. I don't think that i deserve that but yet, thanks for everything. =) 


 This was taken at midnight 2.08am
I was so concentrated on doing my own stuff until I forgot about the time.
When I took a peep on the sofa, the little sweetheart was slept already, soundly and peacefully :*)
I used to be a timid person, afraid to be alone, afraid of darkness, especially at home.
I don't know since when, all those matters seem not bothering to me anymore.
Now I know why. 
It is because of this cute little company:)  

 He always waits me finish doing all my stuff and sometimes he falls asleep
Then I'd say " Muffy let's go <3 !"
He will then wake up and follow me to the room.
He is a great company indeed. 
He is so important in my life that I couldn't afford to lose him :') <3

 Meatballs are love. Wei Lin said. LOL
Hahahah and so I accompany him to makan his love. 

Good friend since...form2? Hahah I've forgotten how we get to know each other
But yeah, your a great friend indeed. =]
*Although sometimes your being too emotional HAHAHA

 Tong Yuen of the year.
No more handmade it's from market..
Tastes good though. :) 
 No more colour tong yuen like the past few years but still..eating them still makes the heart feel warm. 

 I actually cut and dyed my hair. Yeah dyed again, not as light as the pic above anyway. That's the light effect! But this will be the last time. 
Oh go natural please. HAHAHAH :D 
 Every time when you managed to hold on the tears instead of letting them to fall, you have proven to be stronger each time. 
Time flies man, it's end of the year already. What else I hope for?
I pray for a happy and peaceful ending for 2011 :*)

 Lastly, playing an old song here. 
Keep holding on - Avril Lavigne

Yeah, I admit that I feel like giving up whenever I fall.
I'm the youngest child in the family, and yes, I have been a spoilt brat since I were born.
Always want people to be like the way I want them to be..
Over controlling and possessive, yeah I used to be like this :\ 
But people grow up from mistakes... 

Don't give up on me before I actually make a change :') 

Temptations are all around, challenging me and you, challenging us. 
But I know we will make it through the toughest part, together. 
=] 

Saturday, December 17, 2011

wondering..

I wonder would you really smile if I ever go back.

Saddest text message. :'(

Girl: Babe, let's meet later. I miss you.
Boy: Aright, I'll just finish this round of beer.
Girl: You're drinking again?
Boy: Don't worry; I'll be there, okay?
Girl: Okay, I'll be waiting.

*hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time. The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls. He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained. The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.*

Brother: Someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy: Don't mess with me man. Stop joking.
*The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.*

11: 00pm
Babe, where are you?

11: 30pm
Babe, why is your phone off?

11: 45pm
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? : '(

12: 00am
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.





I like holiday because I don't have to go to class.
I dislike holiday because it makes me feel lifeless without doing anything meaningfully.

Sooo.. let's do something interesting to light up my holiday! Mmhmm... :D 

Friday, December 16, 2011

It's Friday :)

In life you must see that - you can love a person without a  reason but when you don't love a person, anything can just be the reason to break up.

It's the fifth day of my holiday i haven't start doing my assignment omg :\
I hate last minute work.. like last sem I actually spent the last 2 days to complete my 3500 words research
Motivate me please!! :\
Yet there are loads of gathering coming up in the year end..

I have no idea why my room always looks messy even after cleaning up a few days ago
Soo later's plan is > clean up > badminton > take bath > homework :)

Last but not least, good luck to him in the bball competition <3
Guess that he's playing now.. boy I miss you over here.

It's Tumblr time again :D




:) have a nice day onwards all my dearies!  

New year's eve

Unexpectedly it was a great movie :D
It narrated almost all kinds of human dimensions and relationships..with people from different walks of life.

:')

Forgiveness and second chance.
You are a very much deserved second chance. <3

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

:)



Christmas is coming!
I can't really remember if i have any memorable Christmas celebration.. hmm maybe Christmas eve?:)
Hey, Christmas reminds us it's the end of the year already..
Time flies,  life is getting tougher, but yet it is getting better! :)
Enjoy life when your still young! B-D


Nahhhh not a ghost okay.
XD 

Off to study!!
Buh bye!
*in a good mood* =] <3

Monday, December 12, 2011

What's the day?

You are getting on my nerves.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

星期日

起身写了日记
写了前几天发生的事,但是很多真实的感觉都不见了,也写不出了。

看了一部很久之前就想看的电影 " Love you you"
还蛮感动的
差点掉泪。哈哈

看天气不错就和妈咪打羽球
muffy在一边帮我们拾球
很开心,很久没有笑得这么大声了
然后去骑脚车。又是我的最爱
很自在,会想很多。
会想起六年前,对,就是六年级那年,不开心的时候,就会去骑脚车
一转眼就这么大了。
很多时候我们不能想太多,想明天,想后天,想未来。还不如想一想要怎么过好今天。

有很多事情,过了就是过了。
不管你想怎样弥补你的错已经没用了
有时我真的很想好好地为你做一些事
谁又知道我还是会默默地为你心痛。

有时我会想,打了这么长的华语,有没有人真的会一个字一个字去读。

;)

我要充实地过每一天。
满分是十分,今天我给自己六分;)

Another 4 marks deducted by menstrual cramps..you suck. :(


有时只是想听听你的声音
即使不说话,看着你,我就很满足了。







不过
今天我好像累了。 

"你跟世界说晚安,却来不及跟我说。 "

Good night readers! :)  

Saturday, December 10, 2011

我最親愛的



又是这首歌。

有一段时间没听了。

当你再次听到熟悉的歌时,你会发现,你怀念的不是那首歌,而是那首歌背后的故事。

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Everytime i hear your name

Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars,
To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing.

But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

Got someone special in my life; everyone thinks she'll make a great wife.
Dad says he thinks she's the one; reminds him of Mom when she was young.
But it's way too soon to be talkin' 'bout rings; don't wanna rush into anything.
She's getting over someone too, kinda like me and you.
And she talks about him every once in a while, and I just nod my head and smile,
'cause I know exactly what she's goin' through; yeah, I've been there too.

And when the conversation turns to you,
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me",
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see.
I know I can't go back but I still go back.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time,
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

I stop thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
I stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.
In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head, 
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time.
And I can't explain, but I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name. 

Monday, December 5, 2011

..

I'm still me. I never change.. don't you feel so.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Update!

Yo people!!
Still free to blog zzz! tons of works waiting for me to do :(
Well i just went for SungHa Jung's concert..
He is amazing okay i admire him so deeply now!! :D
He looks cute in real person aww:)
Unfortunately the concert was surprisingly short.. about 1 hour I think?
Anyway it's still worth my time and money to watch! ^_^

Oh well few days ago i was trying to take the photo of my hair..
Banyak amazing! 2 layers of colour :S

Erm...taken myself. so...failed. XD 

So i asked mummy to take it again. 
It's with flash..so the two colour was kinda obvious 
Soo ugly right T^T 

 While playing with muffy ;)

Sungha Jung's day! 

:)


After coming home..skype with the lovely boy :P 









Saturday, December 3, 2011

... C:

真的不是每件事情都可以大方地说 I don't mind.

也许我无法代替她在你心中的地位...

可是相信我, 我会做得更好






Wednesday, November 30, 2011

...

I never knew that the power of love is so strong that it could drive me to do something mad lol. I stay awake reading your notes.. First time touching bout such topic and it gives me a hard time in understanding them..

All of the sudden the passion drives me to do this :D 
Well i learnt something new...

Please don't give up on yourself when everything seems to be tough and dull.
Your the one that i will never get fed up of....to say the least.
Perhaps that's the only thing i could do now.

When you feel like falling down, don't give up. Try again.

I'm really tired. My eyes strained. 
Wants to sleep. 
But somehow i'm worried..
  
Sometimes i feel like giving up too. But i stay strong. 

Monday, November 28, 2011

Thoughts

Wulala :D
Finally i went out all day long! yesterdayyyyyyyyy
Met the cheerful girl hx:)
When we last met har?
Mmhmm find out some of our memorable pic..:P




 Seriously i like this birthday celebration very much :D

And we went to mamak to meet kc and wy
Arghhhh we went there at the wrong day when there was a live football match..liverpool and MU uh?
People and smokes all around erhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -_-

But i miss the mamak moment..with wenyie brandon and alvin
I had too much memories in form two. Seriously it's A LOT..
Glad to have the loved ones to accept me for who i am:)

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爱一个人其实可以很简单
也许外面的世界有太多的诱惑
所以才会有这么多的嫉妒,缺乏安全感,占有欲,疑心病重

有时只要学会知足,很多大大小小的事足以让你觉得幸福
也许要真的经历过,才学会不再因为任性而不愿意低头,不再因为一些固执的想法而轻言分手。。

有个懂你的人,其实很幸福:)
我很幸运在这个时候找到一个懂我的人
他像是能够读懂你的心
看着你的眼睛已经知道你受了委屈,看着你打的字已经知道你在流泪,看着你偷笑就知道你打了什么坏主意。。

他。。。让我依靠,让我撒娇,逗我笑,逗我开心:)
虽然听起来只是一些很简单的小事
其实有时很小的事情我都看在眼里。。。一个微笑,一个眼神,一个举动




Mmm.. sometimes it feels so good to have someone to wait you home, to urge you to go home early..to remind you to drive home safely..to hear someone says he's glad that your safe and sound..

有你,其实很满足。 <3

Friday, November 25, 2011

=)

Because i have no courage to find out the answer..
Just feeling a little down...
Cuz we can't predict the future.
=)

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

:)

有事情发生时,紧张得想哭,但是眼泪没有掉下来。
只是想到你说: "Stay strong no matter what happens. "

 ;)

可是还是想要打给你,听听你的声音,我就会很安心

因为你知道,我只有你;)

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

你不知道的事

因为我想让你知道
我的过去
不管是好的 坏的 开心的 不想提起的

因为我以为,不管我的过去有多么的不好,总有个人接受我,会相信我,会包容我。。

请当我是开玩笑的。
因为我不想你知道, 当你开始怀疑我,我有多难过。。。

因为下次,我不懂该不该告诉你了。

Saturday, November 19, 2011

:)

Wheeeeeeeeee ;D
I'm here to update myself again hehehe!
Upload some photos taken on few days ago..
Ahah nice things always brighten up my day:)

























Me with the funny spec XD
Ahah had a great time in these few days..
Went for steamboat with jh, bren and mei teng on thurs
That was really sweet to meet them especially jh... awh:)























The next day i had another wonderful time spent with my love:)
Unfortunately i fell down when i got down from his car..
Pokai...so stupid =.=





















It's so pain actually...
I remembered my last fall was a jaw injury..it's been 8 years ago! ahah!
This is my second body injury i guess
Erm anyway... somehow it's sweet to see the loved one helping me to deal with the wound :P

Watched 'you are the apple of me eye' with him:)
Was not bad, get touched at the very last part when they kiss and all the memories are recalled.. Mmhmm, that's what i always say, take every opportunity to love your loved one before he or she walks away from your life...:)

I like being with him:) Just like...you don't have to worry about anything that comes to you because he is always there to protect and take care.. <3



The moment when you say "you look beautiful"
The moment when you say "stupid girl ;)"  
And i look at you and think : 
"I guess i will never open up to anyone like i opened up for you. <3 "

Thursday, November 17, 2011

*Relieved*

Finally!!!
Finally i can breathe a sigh of relief after a month of overwhelming stress.
Hmm overall was still okay based on the performance bio>eng>chem
Chem is :( :( :( 
This sem has less subjects but idk why it's so much tougher than the last sem :\
I do feel that my lifestyle has changed, tremendously, but still, i'm learning to cope with it and that makes the difference between secondary school life and college life!!! :P

I have so much thoughts in doing something....hmm. i can't remember that. especially after the exam i feel so. blank. hahah!
Because the time wouldn't wait for us, so we should have enjoyed all the little things in our lives :)
That's how i feel now, do whatever that makes you happy and be grateful of what you have.
Sometimes i'd close my eyes and ask, how can my life be so beautiful, with you :) I'm so thankful. 
Maybe i have some other plans rather than hanging out all day long for this semester break hehehe!

End of the exam indicates...end of semester two.
What's coming up next..is semester three. which is the last semester of the course.
Sometimes I feel down..:\ to something.that I'm really afraid of.
I wonder if you have realized that. 
Can the time can just stop by this moment and i'll never have to face the truth? :'( 

The moment. ;)

Saturday, November 12, 2011

因为我们都比从前更珍惜现在拥有的一切 

Friday, November 11, 2011

If...

If someday i lost myself... do you know where to find me?


If someday i hide myself away... would you wait until the day i come back to you?

If someday i show you my darkest sides... would you still spoil me like your only princess?

If someday someone else comes into your life and says that she loves you... would you still hold on me?

If someday something has distanced us from being together... would you still stay by my side no matter how hard the situation is?

If someday i disappear from your life... would you wonder about me?

If i'm crying right now...would you still wipe away my tears and tell me how much i worth to you...

broken...

The worst feeling of all....

:'(

Thursday, November 10, 2011

那个人..

Me : Mommy, i want to eat tutti frutti:) bring me bring me:)

Mom : Not free lah later have to cook

Me : nvm then....

Mom : Gonna have dinner soon, next time lah. Why suddenly want to eat? You didn't do well in ur test just now?

Me : .....:'(

Mom always knows what happened to me...

可不可以有一个人, 可以看穿我的逞强, 可以保护我的脆弱...

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Reasons..

Sometimes i wonder...why is that so.
I really don't want the same thing happens again...:\

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

:)

Holding on the tears until the moment i saw you..
I knew that everything is gonna be alright whenever you're there..
:)

Simple words from you can just make my day..;)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Urm..:\

Just out of a sudden, it comes into my mind..
"Love is just like flying a kite.."
You start it with excitement, end it with exhaustment..
If you pull the string too hard, the kite would not fly..
If you loosen the string too much, the kite might just fly away..
The kite needs its own space..its freedom..but it feels rather safe to be with the kite flyer at times.

Sometimes i feel like we're the kites..we're the kite flyers for each other..
There are times when i feel lost..need you to pull the string harder..while there are times you might just fly away..without noticed..not to mention the times when the kite is just flying very nicely on the sky.. that's what we wanted to see isn't it?:)
There are still so much things for us to learn..how to love, how to understand and how to take control..
We know things are not gonna be easy for us but we will learn and go through it right?:)

Only the kite flyer understands his kite the most..and he is also the only one who knows how to make the kite soar, and display all the beautiful colour on it.

We all grow up through the learning process:)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

In love.

Yes, i'm supposed to study right now, yeah i know. :P
Viewed someone's blog just now and i saw her blog about the story between her and her boyfriend.
That's really sweet and suddenly i think of mine.
I think i left too much question marks for all my dearies..haha!

So yeah, I think i should admit that, I'm in a relationship now babes:)
Well he's a guy from my college..guess you all should have known this earlier, yeah he is Richard. =]
That's too much stories in it and i really don't know where to start and tell..but yeah, we actually gone through some kind of obstacles..quarrels..disagreement..and lots of stuffs that separate us from getting together, even as friends.
Don't wanna explain anything..cuz you know, people wouldn't trust me if they dislike us..so yeah:)

I think he is awesome;) He has the same birthday with me, same day same month same year:)
Yeah we're birthday buddies! <3
I've never been trusting my instinct so much that...i think that it's the fate that guides us here.
Nothing much to tell, but i'm really happy to be with him:)
He makes me smile, makes me cry, let me count on him, cry on him, giving me so much love and care like his only princess..:)

他是一个让我觉得很温暖的人
他让我感觉到...付出是值得的
因为我现在,有了他满满的爱
对于爱情,我不再强求,现在的我已经很满足,很幸福。





谢谢你 ,陈集贤!
It might be annoying for you to hear me say 'thank you' to you without any reasons, but that's my only way to express how grateful i am to have you! <3



祝福我们吧...:)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Depressed :(

Maybe i rely on you too much.

I don't want to be a burden to you. :\

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Loves.

 I never thought that I am that strong when other people trying to backstab me, defeat me, watch me fall and step on me.
 Cuz now...your my only support, my only consolation.
 When the whole word turns against me, i know there's always be someone who stays and protects.

<3

Monday, October 31, 2011

:(

And we always lose to the games...:(

May today be a good day.

Friday, October 28, 2011

...

对着堆积如山的功课,我只能对着电脑哭。
哭完后,还是要做。一边做,一边哭。

Thursday, October 27, 2011

=]

也许真的失去过才懂得一样东西的珍贵
现在,像是更珍惜地,一步一步,走下去。
原来,幸福,就是这么简单。

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

:)


I think we found it because of holding on.
Xie xie ni, qin ai de :*

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Mmhmm.

When ur worried.. 

When ur happy..:)

:3

It's okay even if you find it out late..:)
Thanks for placing your trust in me.
It  really means a lot to me..
 It's beyond description <3

Monday, October 24, 2011

Trust..

曾经想过,如果距离不是问题,我还真的希望我们可以走很远,有几远就几远。。。;)

如今。。。受过伤,还能相信你吗?

Sunday, October 23, 2011

"爱不简单。相爱不容易"

不管身边的人有多反对,我还是很傻地相信着
他们不是你,他们不会明白。他们也不是我,他们感觉不到。

其实你知道我怎样想的
只是你是不知道,我有多害怕,得到后再失去的那种感觉。



Saturday, October 22, 2011

Bad feeling.


Two people were telling me the same thing at the same time..
It's not the first time though...
I know it should come to an end soon, it should be. 

Friday, October 21, 2011

Joyous moment;)

My first visit to Taylor's and it's awesomely nice!!
Lab with air-conditioners four-floor library romantic lake view and more and more and more ROARRR!
Why did IMU choose to have its pre-u program at KBU :P

Was supposed to back home after class
Thought of not following the three guys but at the end i still get  into richard's car LOL! Got persuaded by zerky:P
Haha i guess i was just following my heart's decision *winky*
We had a hard time while sending me back home haha. But still i managed to reach home safely:)
Sorry for all the troubles made guys.

Well it's really a joyful day. ;)

Just sharing anyway.


Taken after the english test!
Eyes circles eyes bags semua datang -__- 




I guess, we would get our own way to go;)