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I don't wanna be an emo kid :3 let's have a quick update on recent happenings. Went back to mutiara's carnival this morning. Hmm in overall, it seemed like it didn't change much, but I guess the facilities have improved much. With air-conditioners in every class, even the stuffy geography and sejarah room too :3 the top floor's outdoor ceiling has built with some kind of sun-protected 'covers' extending from the ceiling, sheltering the class against sun light. Cool! Blissful mutiara kids!

Chatted a lot with Mdm Ee. So lovely. <3

Met not much close friends there, except her =.= hahahaha. 

Halo belenda!

Japanese intensive class goes well too. Almost everyday I laugh until stomachache in class. Hahahaha can you feel the joyfulness :D Just checked the muet speaking test date. It frightened me when I saw "Muet speaking test(July) left: 01day" I was like WTH TOMORROW??! Okay just nice god bless me...... Hahahahaha. After logged into my account, I double checked my speaking test date, mine is on 10/7. Phew. Didn't even start preparing. This week is a crucial one. Give me luck! :D

My classmates :)
From the left: Chong san from Zhu Hai, China, then Yong san, Me, Mi Hui san and Fu san.

Of course not to forget to post some pictures of badminton session!

Wai kit and ccv ;)

Darling and bran ;) wuuhoo

For the photo of hoyiyi and me, we looked sweaty. So? Private la! :P

Ciao!

Leave me alone..

原谅我的冷漠。也许我不想再因为一个人而影响自己的心情，为了一个人时而开心，时而难过，到头来受伤的还是自己。拿得起，放得下。放下了，可我不想再往前走一步。会痛。

原点

有时真的很想知道，为什么当初不坚持下去，为什么不愿意为了我而奋斗一次，为什么每次要伤我伤透了，失望了，走了，你才想起我。

Mid of June

KONBANWA MINASAN! Blog is abandoned for quite a while huh. Teehee!:D Life just seems joyous and productive with my fav subject :3 JAPANESE DESU YO! Class is really fun and the new friends are so damn amicable. Maybe it's because that we all have the same passion ;) Glad that I have joined the same level once again, I manage to master it better than last time! FUUUUUUUUU, I'm really happy with what I am doing now:) The long-awaited foundation result is kinda satisfying too.. just lemme have a good rest before the torturing degree starts!!

They said, when life throws lemons at you, MAKE LEMONADE. Whatever does it mean, please believe me that, there are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't, what you have got to do is, turn around and say, "watch me" ;) Who said I can't do that? In fact I'm moving away further, further and further... you screwed up the first chance, second chance and third chance. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU DESERVE THE FOURTH. Hey stop repeating the same mistakes...I don't wanna to be friend with you either.

I'm fine with what I have and who I'm with.. :')

So blessed. :')

妈妈:')

最近，妈妈不断地灌输我，要找大过我的大过我的大过我的不要找同岁的。也许这是见仁见智，但我也慢慢地接受这个＂为我好＂的劝告。撇开疼爱不疼爱不说，事实是，不管那个同年龄的男生到了几岁，过了少年时期或是步入成人阶段，他永远跟你同岁，你永远比他早熟，总有一些想法，很难达到共识。一时的迁就又能走多久？我也很努力地尝试妥协，很用力地对他好，却忽略了他并不需要。于是，我明白了一个道理，如果一段感情，男生开始怠慢你，请转身离开。经历过几段年龄大过我的，其实都很开心不用特地去迁就，可是一到了同岁的，我好像整个失去方向，不知道他要什么，是我想法太老还是怎样，我不明白。有一天妈妈对我说，最近有个新闻，医生的儿子读书到一半半夜跳楼死了。我问是不是太压力了。妈妈说，＂不是，好像是跟女朋友分手想不开。就这样走了。bi ah，失恋不用做什么的，找一个更好的就可以了知道吗。＂妈妈突然在车上跟我说这一番话，她并不知道我谈恋爱，也失恋了，可是她说的话好振奋人心的感觉哈哈，我整个人觉得很安慰。于是我觉得我真的应该振作了。当然身边还是有很多同年龄的相处得不错啦，只是我遇人不淑，哈哈哈。最近妈妈对我很好，我心情不好发脾气，妈妈还是忍了下来，她煮饭我不想吃，还带我出去吃了。我好坏，不孝女，对不起妈妈，我会补偿的。
妈妈老了，我们要趁早对妈妈好。