其实自己也不明白，为什么还是会不开心。分开了不久，以为一切问题都会随时间而淡化，可想不到… 问题依然存在。

也许我一进很清楚自己想要的是什么，离开马来西亚前，我的决心很强。来到这里，我依然有同感。

只是突然在这种时刻，让我很想家。半夜，独自流泪…

Not dead yet but...

After a torturing week of fighting with non stop class tests, my body seems like it's going to shut down. Have been missing meals, eating irregularly, gastric, lack of sleep, late period, literally forcing myself to stay awake even when my body shown me that it really needed a break. I really really really really can't wait to get done with the worst semester I'ever had, even though I kinda like the module pharmacy practice.

My boy is excited seeing my on the screen.

You've been missed my boy :') I'm doing great here, I hope you could hear me.

And I really wanna pat your head badly telling you that you did a great job for being an obedient boy over there.

Why do I like pharmacy practice? Because I've this girl over here helping me to cope with all the diseases, symptoms and complications. After having three hour lecture covering 10 illnesses at school, I went home and skype with her and she literally gave me another two hour lecture explaining the common symptoms, danger symptoms, reason of having this symptoms, and all kinds of possibilities and complications of having a particular disease. What else better than having a walking medical dictionary? I couldn't be more thankful to have her sacrificing her sleep skyping with me in the midnight 3am just to make sure I'm able to cope. 

Thanks for picking me up when I'm at my worst. ! :)

Five more days to go. Come on!!!