“一个人上课。下着大雨。去找不知道在哪里的building要上课。去到那边发现没有人。看多一次时间表。看错时间表了原来11月才开始上课。所以要回家。下更大雨。鞋子已经湿透了随时会滑倒。手提着laptop很重。有带雨伞可是雨和风大到随时会把雨伞吹走。只好淋雨。等巴士。人太多了等了两辆都上不到。走到前一个巴士站。终于上到车了。一个人吃晚餐。
其实一个人没有什么不好，只是会特别想家和特别想哭。”
姐姐的部落格看到的。
不知道为什么，看了这个，我竟然流泪了。。。
平时，姐姐会whatsapp我，问我家里怎样了，然后我会发很多平时拍的照片给她看，给她感觉她和这个家是还有联系的。总是看她那里的生活照，煮饭上课逛街，有战利品，好像蛮悠闲的，只是平时会听她说功课很多。。就这样。
读了她部落格后，竟然感到。。。难过
其实姐姐很想家的不是吗？
可是这是她当初选择的路，跪着也要走完不是吗？
今天，去考试了。
这次是自己一个，没有任何人的陪伴
早了一个小时半到，去的路程我拼命的祈祷不要下雨。
因为我记得那天去报名的时候，那么刚巧就下雨了。
雨非常大，风更大，我拿着的雨伞真的要被吹翻了
可是还是硬着头皮快步走到目的地。
然后，我就安全地到了
虽然很狼狈。
其实我没有要表达什么。
哈哈。只是觉得，这就是一个人的生活，有时也要独立一下不是么。
总不能每次要爸爸妈妈载。
今天完成了IELTS SPEAKING
其实还算幸运，至少没有拿到那种我根本回答不出的问题
对不对？
其实我有点压力，却要装作没有压力
我有点紧张，可是拼命地要把紧张感消除
我知道要有考试的运气，首先自己是不可以紧张的吧！
我所谓的exam luck，就是考试一路顺风 =D
星期六会完成其他三个部分。
我一定要加油啊！
：）
＊＊＊那天，我在书局逗留了很久。我一直在想，我要把拿一本书带回家？
要启发性的，语言的，还是韩国真人小说，还是踏出社会道理的书
因为，在开学之前，我想好好的读些平时没时间读的书
结果。。。。。。
我买了一本研究塔罗牌的！！！哈哈哈。
好啦我又要说我不是迷信，因为这些占卜和星座，明明就蛮准的。。。。。：Ｐ
说真的，如果我可以不顾一切，我真的想做算命师，如果没有人会看不起我的话。
回到现实生活。。。。。
当有人问你，你读什么的啊？
＂我读pharmacy的。” 和 “我读占卜的。”
你说，在你心里，你会怎么看？＊＊＊
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Thursday, December 6, 2012
人生，只有一次
无意间看到这不错的文章，想要分享。。。然后你会知道为什么我的人生会开始有了新的定义 -- 尝试与突破。
＂一個男孩，喜歡打籃球，雖然有時候會投不進，有時候會被蓋火鍋，有一次撞碎
了門牙，或是不小心扭到腳…等。但等腳好了以後，他還是喜歡打籃球，“因爲
，真正的喜歡是不會因爲一點小挫折而放棄的。”
以前去餐廳吃飯的時候，無論哪一家店都只點炒飯。“不知道爲什麽我總是只吃
炒飯。一直都是如此……但最近我變了，站在常吃的餐廳面前，我告訴我自己：
‘你不能吃炒飯一輩子啊！你要有所改變，有所突破啊！人生要勇於嘗試啊！”
“人生要勇於嘗試！不喜歡的話，下次再換回來就好了啊！”人生要慢慢地轉變……
在還沒學會開車之前，總覺得開車好幸福，但在學會開車之後，卻發現原來被載
也是一種幸福。只是兩種不一樣的幸福罷了。原來當我們看別人在幸福的時候，
常常忘了自己也是在幸福之中的。是不是見到的越多，就越容易迷失掉那個最單
純、最簡單的自己……＂
自己的感言：我的原则不是再读了这个后而改变，是在这之前，我发现，人生不应该是为了得到A+而去啃书，应该为了喜欢读书而去读的原理。。有一些事是你长越大你才会明白的道理，读得辛辛苦苦考回来的A+ 八十分九十分，看了的确让自己和身边的人骄傲，但你有没有想过过程你读得开不开心？你享受么？你真的学到了么？过程是自己经历的，你有没有白过这一年，你自己知道；）不应该为了因为害怕别人的目光而阴藏自己的光芒，不要因为别人小小的意见而改变自己的立场，就好像我不会在乎别人对我的金色头发而产生不好的偏见，哈哈哈，更不会别人不断地说我矮而感到自卑，做自己真正想做的事，让自己每天过得一天比一天还要充实，你就会有passion和persistence去完成每一件事情。人生就是这样吧。一点一点地过程累积下来，就变成人生的经历。十九岁只有一年，勇敢尝试，相信自己，你和我都是独一无二的 :D
＂一個男孩，喜歡打籃球，雖然有時候會投不進，有時候會被蓋火鍋，有一次撞碎
了門牙，或是不小心扭到腳…等。但等腳好了以後，他還是喜歡打籃球，“因爲
，真正的喜歡是不會因爲一點小挫折而放棄的。”
以前去餐廳吃飯的時候，無論哪一家店都只點炒飯。“不知道爲什麽我總是只吃
炒飯。一直都是如此……但最近我變了，站在常吃的餐廳面前，我告訴我自己：
‘你不能吃炒飯一輩子啊！你要有所改變，有所突破啊！人生要勇於嘗試啊！”
“人生要勇於嘗試！不喜歡的話，下次再換回來就好了啊！”人生要慢慢地轉變……
在還沒學會開車之前，總覺得開車好幸福，但在學會開車之後，卻發現原來被載
也是一種幸福。只是兩種不一樣的幸福罷了。原來當我們看別人在幸福的時候，
常常忘了自己也是在幸福之中的。是不是見到的越多，就越容易迷失掉那個最單
純、最簡單的自己……＂
自己的感言：我的原则不是再读了这个后而改变，是在这之前，我发现，人生不应该是为了得到A+而去啃书，应该为了喜欢读书而去读的原理。。有一些事是你长越大你才会明白的道理，读得辛辛苦苦考回来的A+ 八十分九十分，看了的确让自己和身边的人骄傲，但你有没有想过过程你读得开不开心？你享受么？你真的学到了么？过程是自己经历的，你有没有白过这一年，你自己知道；）不应该为了因为害怕别人的目光而阴藏自己的光芒，不要因为别人小小的意见而改变自己的立场，就好像我不会在乎别人对我的金色头发而产生不好的偏见，哈哈哈，更不会别人不断地说我矮而感到自卑，做自己真正想做的事，让自己每天过得一天比一天还要充实，你就会有passion和persistence去完成每一件事情。人生就是这样吧。一点一点地过程累积下来，就变成人生的经历。十九岁只有一年，勇敢尝试，相信自己，你和我都是独一无二的 :D
Sunday, November 25, 2012
A visit to Kuala Lumpur Bird Park
After a hectic month of Japanese studies, I fulfilled my promise to Koji, one of my Japanese friends, as an one-day-tour-guide! :) I decided to go bird park with him since he is a die-hard nature lover! KL bird park is hidden in the serene and beautiful Lake Garden. Haha fyi, Lake garden is quite big la. But it's pretty easily accessible through public transport. We first took train to KL Sentral station and then took cab to the Bird Park. Cost about RM12 for taxi fare.
Bird park is best visited in the early morning ( I guess most of the places are best visited in the morning isn't it, where there is no sunlight muahaha *typical sunlight phobia* XD We went there at afternoon, and of course the sun welcomed us by shining brilliantly...;) Remember to bring along ur ic because Malaysians' entrance tickets are 15 bucks cheaper than foreigners!
Frankly speaking, I'm not a fan of watching birds but the bird park is done quite well I think! Ample space surrounded by the greens, and the animals all look very happy and friendly, in which they tend to approach the visitors themselves without fear! I was scared by them somehow as they fearlessly walked nearer and nearer to my phone camera when I attempted to take their photo.. Can imagine or not -_-
There were lots of kids running down the street having fun with the birdies.. Oh ya! Mind you, KL Bird Park is claimed as the world's largest free-flight walk in aviary... which means the birds are let free in the aviary which resembles their natural habitats. Now I know why the animals there look so active and lively! :D Walking down the street you can see peacocks and unknown birds roaming around haha. Very cute in a way.
Tips for those who are interested to go! Going to bird park requires a lot of walking! Plus the weather is really hot. Remember to fill your stomach before heading to birdie park!!! Oh ya, there were bird shows at certain time which were staged in the Amphitheatre! Education centre and incubation complex are there too! Quite interesting anyway ^_^ We were soooooo exhausted after spending about two hours plus there. Ok la me only :P Koji was still very energetic but I was K.O-ed by the weather D; So I refused to have second round and went home straight!
So that's all about my bird talk. HAHAH CIAO!
Bird park is best visited in the early morning ( I guess most of the places are best visited in the morning isn't it, where there is no sunlight muahaha *typical sunlight phobia* XD We went there at afternoon, and of course the sun welcomed us by shining brilliantly...;) Remember to bring along ur ic because Malaysians' entrance tickets are 15 bucks cheaper than foreigners!
Frankly speaking, I'm not a fan of watching birds but the bird park is done quite well I think! Ample space surrounded by the greens, and the animals all look very happy and friendly, in which they tend to approach the visitors themselves without fear! I was scared by them somehow as they fearlessly walked nearer and nearer to my phone camera when I attempted to take their photo.. Can imagine or not -_-
Neh this one KEEP COMING NEARER AND NEARER
Thumbs up for you if you can spot a PEACOCK in this photo :)
There were lots of kids running down the street having fun with the birdies.. Oh ya! Mind you, KL Bird Park is claimed as the world's largest free-flight walk in aviary... which means the birds are let free in the aviary which resembles their natural habitats. Now I know why the animals there look so active and lively! :D Walking down the street you can see peacocks and unknown birds roaming around haha. Very cute in a way.
Lai touch lai~
Hi birdie~;)
Somewhere filled with PARROTS lol all of a sudden they stopped on my shoulder >.<
I was very scared actually, eh a little pain leh standing on my head =.=
HAHA oh no MR.BIRDIES! There were one on my head and one on my shoulder and another one on my back!!! SO I HAD THIS FACE!!
Gonna end this post with Mr.Koji and me! ^^v
So that's all about my bird talk. HAHAH CIAO!
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
memories.
There was one night, I was being asked about a very sensitive question. "What is the biggest personal changes you have ever made?" The first thought in my mind is, how I pull myself up from being morally degenerating during form2... Speaking of this, let's way back to four years ago.
During form2, what kind of person was I? Depraved, played truant occasionally, being irrespectful to the teachers, broke the rules, being controlled by self-ego... I mingled with bad friends, stayed overnight at friend's house w/out parents' permission (which is a big NO-NO to my dad). For all the time my mom was worried that I might get tempted into doing vices, and of course she was being conservative, afraid that I might become the victim mentioned in newspaper, which was getting pregnant. Okay I gave her this particular face =.= I hate it every time she mentioned about pregnancy because it just showed how much she doubt on me. She tried to talk to me but I replied her with rude words. She heard something bad about me from other parents and asked me about it. "Don't talk to me if you'd rather believe the outsiders. Stop talking." Yes I throw this sentence to mama. I could see the disappointed look in her eyes but I just didn't give a shit about it. Yes I was THIS REBELLIOUS. I wonder how hurt she was to hear this.
My mom talked to me, my sis talked to me, but I didn't want to listen to them. I hated my family. Until the day where I get caught by dad for ponteng sekolah.... dad told me how disappointed he was, on the phone. At that moment, I wanna leave this home badly. I wanna be isolated. I actually got no gut to face my family. Ashamed of what I have done. But dad didn't scold me face-to-face the next day after the incident, he didn't question about it, never mentioned.... Just treat me better instead.
And I can't really remember why I resolved to turn over a new leaf. I broke up with samseng boyfriend, started to pay attention in class, began to study hard, attended tuition classes to cope with studies... I didn't know I could make such changes. But I never regretted for what I have done in the past. The experiences accrued bring me wisdom instead. And I'm able to speak the truth fearlessly now because I am no longer depraved. :D
And it's the tenacity that makes me who I am today.
Mama and papa are proud of the Heng Zhi Sam today. ^^
During form2, what kind of person was I? Depraved, played truant occasionally, being irrespectful to the teachers, broke the rules, being controlled by self-ego... I mingled with bad friends, stayed overnight at friend's house w/out parents' permission (which is a big NO-NO to my dad). For all the time my mom was worried that I might get tempted into doing vices, and of course she was being conservative, afraid that I might become the victim mentioned in newspaper, which was getting pregnant. Okay I gave her this particular face =.= I hate it every time she mentioned about pregnancy because it just showed how much she doubt on me. She tried to talk to me but I replied her with rude words. She heard something bad about me from other parents and asked me about it. "Don't talk to me if you'd rather believe the outsiders. Stop talking." Yes I throw this sentence to mama. I could see the disappointed look in her eyes but I just didn't give a shit about it. Yes I was THIS REBELLIOUS. I wonder how hurt she was to hear this.
My mom talked to me, my sis talked to me, but I didn't want to listen to them. I hated my family. Until the day where I get caught by dad for ponteng sekolah.... dad told me how disappointed he was, on the phone. At that moment, I wanna leave this home badly. I wanna be isolated. I actually got no gut to face my family. Ashamed of what I have done. But dad didn't scold me face-to-face the next day after the incident, he didn't question about it, never mentioned.... Just treat me better instead.
And I can't really remember why I resolved to turn over a new leaf. I broke up with samseng boyfriend, started to pay attention in class, began to study hard, attended tuition classes to cope with studies... I didn't know I could make such changes. But I never regretted for what I have done in the past. The experiences accrued bring me wisdom instead. And I'm able to speak the truth fearlessly now because I am no longer depraved. :D
And it's the tenacity that makes me who I am today.
Mama and papa are proud of the Heng Zhi Sam today. ^^
Saturday, October 13, 2012
We never have a proper outing since May, so both of us were very much looking forward to meet each other. So we had a theme that day! That is, disguising as tourists hahahah. She wanna dress up like a Thai chick and of course I am a Japanese-wanna-be. K, I think we failed. But we had fun grabbing people's attention. XD
Towards Gyaru Make-up! ♡
My hair is getting longer and I'm so happy! \(-_^)/
Our eyes' make :P
She made me a card. Not birthday card. Just....something about friendship. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Tear up a little when she handed this to me ;')
Our selca pic! ♡ Used to have tonnes of 'em in our phones...
That's all about it! Wait for my next post ok! ^_^
Friday, October 12, 2012
Ibaraki High School B&S Program
I used to be so active in blogging! I need to blog more!! Too much happenings in these two months. So let's talk about some interesting one. My tour guiding job maybe? ;)
I took up a tour guide job for Japanese students last week. This was my second time joining this program. My first time was during last year March, can check out old photos at fb album, the students were from Osaka, Japan. This year, we had another bunch of students from Ibaraki, Japan. It's quite a big city next to Tokyo. And again, I got an all-male-group again! But it turned out to be a very very happy and joyful day with them ;) Maybe it's because that my Japanese proficiency got improved, I'm able to talk more with them, so yeah we break the ice very easily! :)
So basically, my tour guiding job wasn't tough, but for me, kind of got no sense of direction, was a little challenging if you want me to bring a group of people myself. Soo I wasn't alone while tour guiding, I got allocated with another buddy bringing another group of students and walked together around KL city.
We had suggested itinerary to follow, but being able to communicate with the students, we changed some of the destinations. So we went from Klcc, to central market, china town, then bukit bintang streets and back to Klcc again. On that day itself only I found out that some of the tour guides can't speak or understand Japanese at all. And they were so delightful to find out that I can speak. So I become a translator! You know what, I felt really really touched that the Japanese students could understand what I was trying to say. And I understood their replies too T____T All the effort I put in these three years is just worth it. This satisfying feeling is a whole lot better than the feeling of getting straight A's in exam whatsoever. T____T
Every time when something goes well and smooth, I tell myself it's my luck. And deep from the bottom of my heart, I'm so grateful of it. My bunch of students were so friendly and kind to me, they listened to my suggestions and agreed with anything I planned for them. They wanna buy something for me, apparel or souvenirs, but as I have seen all these Malaysia stuffs for more than hundred times, so I told them its okay haha :P At the end of the day, I wrote them postcards and dropped some messages for them! Some of them who have fb have added me as friends, while some contact me via LINE, and one of them send me email too! We are still chatting until today! I'm so happy!!! ^___^ I miss them lots!
I took up a tour guide job for Japanese students last week. This was my second time joining this program. My first time was during last year March, can check out old photos at fb album, the students were from Osaka, Japan. This year, we had another bunch of students from Ibaraki, Japan. It's quite a big city next to Tokyo. And again, I got an all-male-group again! But it turned out to be a very very happy and joyful day with them ;) Maybe it's because that my Japanese proficiency got improved, I'm able to talk more with them, so yeah we break the ice very easily! :)
So basically, my tour guiding job wasn't tough, but for me, kind of got no sense of direction, was a little challenging if you want me to bring a group of people myself. Soo I wasn't alone while tour guiding, I got allocated with another buddy bringing another group of students and walked together around KL city.
We had suggested itinerary to follow, but being able to communicate with the students, we changed some of the destinations. So we went from Klcc, to central market, china town, then bukit bintang streets and back to Klcc again. On that day itself only I found out that some of the tour guides can't speak or understand Japanese at all. And they were so delightful to find out that I can speak. So I become a translator! You know what, I felt really really touched that the Japanese students could understand what I was trying to say. And I understood their replies too T____T All the effort I put in these three years is just worth it. This satisfying feeling is a whole lot better than the feeling of getting straight A's in exam whatsoever. T____T
Every time when something goes well and smooth, I tell myself it's my luck. And deep from the bottom of my heart, I'm so grateful of it. My bunch of students were so friendly and kind to me, they listened to my suggestions and agreed with anything I planned for them. They wanna buy something for me, apparel or souvenirs, but as I have seen all these Malaysia stuffs for more than hundred times, so I told them its okay haha :P At the end of the day, I wrote them postcards and dropped some messages for them! Some of them who have fb have added me as friends, while some contact me via LINE, and one of them send me email too! We are still chatting until today! I'm so happy!!! ^___^ I miss them lots!
Saturday, September 22, 2012
又是一堆。
最近我又开始了忙碌的生活。
工作开始，瑜伽生活也继续，日文advanced class也开始了。
各有各的故事，所以爱我的你们要耐心阅读哦：） *笑*
说到工作，不管你什么条件，你不得不说人际关系很重要。几份工都是靠朋友介绍的，而这种工作能不能陆续而来就要看你自己的造化了。只能说，我有很尽力地去做，看着customer满意的笑容自己也很开心。体形矮小的我的确会得到大家的照顾，虽然如此supervisor姐姐还是看得见我的卖力：Ｄ 可是那又怎样呢？勤奋除了让你得到赞赏以外，同时也让你做比别人更多的工。于是我开始审问自己，做人那么好心勤奋，到底好不好？目前为止，我还没得到一个结论。和一起做工的Nicholas问我，为什么我的笑容那么好，我只是觉得这种服务业就是要卖笑容吧，哈哈。=.= 做了几天被两个supervisor和一个manager要了电话，说要方便以后工作联系 ，是好的开始吧：D
接着说一说学业吧；）
完成了IMU的application，联络了负责人Ms.Elaine，帮了我解决几个问题，MPharm的申请应该会顺利过关吧，虽然我还没收到offer letter。话说IMU，我对这间大学有莫名的好感，很喜欢那里的环境和那里的人，连彦尹也说我会爱上IMU的生活，我好期待啊，那段繁忙带点压力却又疯狂的日子。随着muet的成绩揭晓后，我又要好好准备ielts了。只是muet的writing我也忘了是不是离题，分数比想象中差好好好多，看来我要更努力地阅读了！=_=
日文班换成了part time class，所以每个星期二和星期五晚上都会上课。时间比上次短了很多，我最爱的绘画时间也缩短了很多：（ 难度也大大提高，要维持我的95分以上的纪录应该很难了，话说我上个level可是99分，然后被classmate说是外星人，哈哈，我宁愿他们说我是假扮华人的日本人：Ｄ
说到日文课，无意中看到一个读Japanese Beginner2的男生，他的侧脸超像YooChun，我还真的忍不住看他多一眼。我们还一起搭到去Tasik Selatan。于是我跟自己说，下一堂课我一定要再遇见他。哈哈，我是说，我每一堂课都想看到他：Ｄ
工作开始，瑜伽生活也继续，日文advanced class也开始了。
各有各的故事，所以爱我的你们要耐心阅读哦：） *笑*
说到工作，不管你什么条件，你不得不说人际关系很重要。几份工都是靠朋友介绍的，而这种工作能不能陆续而来就要看你自己的造化了。只能说，我有很尽力地去做，看着customer满意的笑容自己也很开心。体形矮小的我的确会得到大家的照顾，虽然如此supervisor姐姐还是看得见我的卖力：Ｄ 可是那又怎样呢？勤奋除了让你得到赞赏以外，同时也让你做比别人更多的工。于是我开始审问自己，做人那么好心勤奋，到底好不好？目前为止，我还没得到一个结论。和一起做工的Nicholas问我，为什么我的笑容那么好，我只是觉得这种服务业就是要卖笑容吧，哈哈。=.= 做了几天被两个supervisor和一个manager要了电话，说要方便以后工作联系 ，是好的开始吧：D
接着说一说学业吧；）
完成了IMU的application，联络了负责人Ms.Elaine，帮了我解决几个问题，MPharm的申请应该会顺利过关吧，虽然我还没收到offer letter。话说IMU，我对这间大学有莫名的好感，很喜欢那里的环境和那里的人，连彦尹也说我会爱上IMU的生活，我好期待啊，那段繁忙带点压力却又疯狂的日子。随着muet的成绩揭晓后，我又要好好准备ielts了。只是muet的writing我也忘了是不是离题，分数比想象中差好好好多，看来我要更努力地阅读了！=_=
日文班换成了part time class，所以每个星期二和星期五晚上都会上课。时间比上次短了很多，我最爱的绘画时间也缩短了很多：（ 难度也大大提高，要维持我的95分以上的纪录应该很难了，话说我上个level可是99分，然后被classmate说是外星人，哈哈，我宁愿他们说我是假扮华人的日本人：Ｄ
说到日文课，无意中看到一个读Japanese Beginner2的男生，他的侧脸超像YooChun，我还真的忍不住看他多一眼。我们还一起搭到去Tasik Selatan。于是我跟自己说，下一堂课我一定要再遇见他。哈哈，我是说，我每一堂课都想看到他：Ｄ
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Time
Time heals all wounds. Do you agree? I really do agree with this. I have a feeling of getting better and better. I don't need to rely on anyone now.. Just living the life I want, do the things I want to do, having supportive family.. That's where my happiness comes from. :)
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Hi! Hectic!
Was lacking of sleep these few days.. Life is hectic with the activities I planned for myself.. Badminton session, yoga class, fun aerofit & aerobic class, Pilates... Awwwww I swear I have never been sweating so much! I feel all the toxins being excreting out! :3 I do really enjoy my life now!
Hmm anyway the one whom I asked him to plunge into the septic tank if he ever regretted for letting me go.. He came back yo. I meant he realized he was wrong and started to bullshit again! Awesome as hell. I salute to you ok??
Oh ya I found "Royce" store at Mid Valley!!! :D tasty chocolate!! I bought it for people but I never tasted it before ;( they said very yummy?
Hmm anyway the one whom I asked him to plunge into the septic tank if he ever regretted for letting me go.. He came back yo. I meant he realized he was wrong and started to bullshit again! Awesome as hell. I salute to you ok??
Oh ya I found "Royce" store at Mid Valley!!! :D tasty chocolate!! I bought it for people but I never tasted it before ;( they said very yummy?
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Kawaii?
Oh yeah, few days ago I have a new hair cut and a new hair colour. I'm officially a blonde now hahahaha *kind of* and I have cute bangs too *which I couldn't accept it until last second* where I claimed it as a way towards kawaii hairstyle omfg. Stay tuned for my next outing session with my flowers! (⌒▽⌒)
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Love me, love my dog.
Last night, I managed to have an one-hour-nap before I woke up at midnight to watch my favorite badminton team, Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong. I'm not a badminton freak nor good in badminton, I just love to watch badminton matches especially theirs. I can never miss one of their matches especially live broadcast! They didn't win the game anyway. Some of the supporters condemned them, while some still remained standing up for them wholeheartedly, unconditionally. I was kind of disappointed as I didn't see them trying their utmost to play, perhaps it was just one of their strategies so that they can avoid Indonesia pairs later on. Or something ;) Aiyo no matter win or lose I still love their sporting spirit! Hahahaha.
Recently I have came across a blog owned by a blogger called Cheesie. And her blog title which is "Cheeserland" makes me misunderstood that her blog is mainly about FOOD, especially CHEESE. LOL. So basically its just not about food, she wrote something more than that. Few years back her style didn't manage to catch my eyes... but now, after reading her blog for quite some time, I get some different feeling from her. It's not something that could be seen, but palpable. I discovered the inborn passion over Japan in me. It's not really a huge dream but something I want, I guess. There are so much differences between Malaysian and Japanese, especially after stepping into the Japanese culture. I want something that is really kind, polite, generous and sincere from the outside world.. But it seems like I can only get this kind of satisfaction when I'm dwelling with Japanese people, speaking in Japanese. And of course I'm born to eat Japanese food LOL!!!! Basically I love sushi, who doesn't anyway? :3 I love how unique Japanese language is, how cute their stuffs are(I know goods from Japan are expensive but their quality definitely worth the price), how polite they behave, how beautiful their make-ups are, and how wonderful the place is, etc. Don't ask me why because I'd like to answer, EVERYTHING!!!! <3 before I die, I wanna travel to Japan, if possible, can I just marry a Japanese man so that I can stay there forever hahahahahahaha. *dream big*
Lastly, introducing an idiom - Love me, love my dog. It simply means 爱屋及乌 in Chinese. If you really love a person, please make sure that you will love anything and anyone that she loves before you say you love her. Otherwise, you DON'T deserve even an one-second-time to love her. Hahaha. I'm not being mean okay ;)
One day, I asked my friend what's the most important qualification to be your husband. One of them said "He must be rich." Another said "He must be buff enough." When they asked me back, I said, "He must be able to carry me like a princess!" *like the photo below*
They booed me cuz it's SO easy as they said.
Easy meh? How if my future boyfriend is short and tiny like me? =P
Recently I have came across a blog owned by a blogger called Cheesie. And her blog title which is "Cheeserland" makes me misunderstood that her blog is mainly about FOOD, especially CHEESE. LOL. So basically its just not about food, she wrote something more than that. Few years back her style didn't manage to catch my eyes... but now, after reading her blog for quite some time, I get some different feeling from her. It's not something that could be seen, but palpable. I discovered the inborn passion over Japan in me. It's not really a huge dream but something I want, I guess. There are so much differences between Malaysian and Japanese, especially after stepping into the Japanese culture. I want something that is really kind, polite, generous and sincere from the outside world.. But it seems like I can only get this kind of satisfaction when I'm dwelling with Japanese people, speaking in Japanese. And of course I'm born to eat Japanese food LOL!!!! Basically I love sushi, who doesn't anyway? :3 I love how unique Japanese language is, how cute their stuffs are(I know goods from Japan are expensive but their quality definitely worth the price), how polite they behave, how beautiful their make-ups are, and how wonderful the place is, etc. Don't ask me why because I'd like to answer, EVERYTHING!!!! <3 before I die, I wanna travel to Japan, if possible, can I just marry a Japanese man so that I can stay there forever hahahahahahaha. *dream big*
Lastly, introducing an idiom - Love me, love my dog. It simply means 爱屋及乌 in Chinese. If you really love a person, please make sure that you will love anything and anyone that she loves before you say you love her. Otherwise, you DON'T deserve even an one-second-time to love her. Hahaha. I'm not being mean okay ;)
One day, I asked my friend what's the most important qualification to be your husband. One of them said "He must be rich." Another said "He must be buff enough." When they asked me back, I said, "He must be able to carry me like a princess!" *like the photo below*
They booed me cuz it's SO easy as they said.
Easy meh? How if my future boyfriend is short and tiny like me? =P
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Japanese. And me.
Recently I have stopped my Japanese language class for the sake of muet preparation. Perhaps the saying "Absence makes the heart grow fonder" aptly describes my situation now, I miss Japanese class so damn much. I miss speaking in Japanese, writing in Japanese and thinking in Japanese. So Japanish now lol. Sometimes I even feel like my passion over Japanese language has taken over that of science field. I told my mom I wanna be a translator. A Japanese-English translator. My mom wanted me to pursue my interest and she asked me to do some survey about it. I was kinda excited to think about it as I knew I'd face much lesser stress in language field. Certain amount of stress is good, but overwhelming of them makes me feel like committing suicide. No kidding. That's one of the reasons I chose MPharm over BPharm as the former's syllabus seems less stressful. Yes whatever other people say about me but I just wanna enjoy life and do the things I want when I still can!!! Life is short!! I'm just freaking 19 years old.. Life is just not merely about studying studying and studying! Perhaps the sudden death of the people around me has inspired me to have this thought... So yeah, 珍惜当下！;') ohhh back to topic, I mean back to reality, being a translator might have unstable salary and I might not be able to stay at Malaysia so often since I will be majoring in Japanese. Due to my nostalgic personality and the urge to fulfill my promise of taking care of my puppy, I've given up on this fancy dream again. (~_~;)
I left 4 months+ to do the things I want.. Have lots of plans for the upcoming days after muet...:D who said my holiday is long? I feel short instead! (￣^￣)ゞ I wanna curl my hair permanently! I have no idea why most of my friends discourage me to do that, although they said the curls I made myself is nice :< and I'm thinking of coloring my hair hehehe.
AHHHHHH I want some changes. (^-^)
One thing is, I'm really thankful of having a supportive family that mentally and financially encourage me to pursue my passion. ;') like recently I'm keen on cooking/baking, mom will just drive out and get all the ingredients I need.. like I plan to continue my Japanese studies to advanced level, my family just never uttered a word of discouragement, for it might not be useful in my future career but just a self-enriching pastime. Even myself feel that I've been spending so much in doing all these. Being grateful to have you all, love ma family :')
I left 4 months+ to do the things I want.. Have lots of plans for the upcoming days after muet...:D who said my holiday is long? I feel short instead! (￣^￣)ゞ I wanna curl my hair permanently! I have no idea why most of my friends discourage me to do that, although they said the curls I made myself is nice :< and I'm thinking of coloring my hair hehehe.
AHHHHHH I want some changes. (^-^)
One thing is, I'm really thankful of having a supportive family that mentally and financially encourage me to pursue my passion. ;') like recently I'm keen on cooking/baking, mom will just drive out and get all the ingredients I need.. like I plan to continue my Japanese studies to advanced level, my family just never uttered a word of discouragement, for it might not be useful in my future career but just a self-enriching pastime. Even myself feel that I've been spending so much in doing all these. Being grateful to have you all, love ma family :')
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
People in ur life.
Sometimes it's really easy to forget how fortunate are we to have people to help us out whenever there's problem.. Our take-for-granted attitude is exposed so easily. When people is extremely kind to you, it doesn't mean that you can take an advantage on them :/ it simply means that people respect you and want you to treat them in the same way. Still... people can be unfathomable and cunning, always try to make a fortune out of you. It's kind of sad to know that ur just some kind of stepping stones to somebody whom u treated as true friend.. But what can I do? The only way I can do is, be kind to them as usual cuz how people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours, always remember that!
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Seeing us leading our own lives finely without each other, I have a little mixed feelings =') I choose not to befriend with you nor giving you another chance simply because I know that things couldn't work out on us anymore.. So yeah, may we end up with a better and happier ending in our own ways =')
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Seeing us leading our own lives finely without each other, I have a little mixed feelings =') I choose not to befriend with you nor giving you another chance simply because I know that things couldn't work out on us anymore.. So yeah, may we end up with a better and happier ending in our own ways =')
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