=.=

其实身边有很多人

不是你想象中那么地可有可无

也许我们不是天天联络

也许我们不是最关心对方那个

也许我们也不是最完美那个

但是

我们一直都把对方挂在心里

不是吗？

：） 

25/12/2011

Not everyone in this world celebrates Christmas.. but yet, it is still a great, warm day isn't it?:)

Motivation :')

So sick....

Fever gone up so high now :'(

Please let me wake up by morning!!

I hope everything is gonna be fine after all...

I'm trying my very best now!

Never give up!

:')

你累了吗？

负不起责任了？

想走了？

这次，我还是会让你决定。

如果真的不爱了，就走吧。。。

Back to loves

Hi readers.. I'm back again:)
Never blog for a few days

It's the second week of my holiday, one more week to go and i'll be starting my hectic semester three.. I'm kinda afraid that I couldn't cope but yet, you know I will be trying my very best in this last semester.

I not really start doing my assignment, I'm still on holiday mood oh god :(
December is not a good month for me, seriously I hope I can go through all these shits asap.

 Thanks to the kind one who da pao for me on Monday:)

It brightened up my day hahah I feel happy whenever I eat this.

People walked away and gone but somehow your the one that I feel like you have never left.

Don't always compliment on me that I'm the sweetest girl ever, to you. I don't think that i deserve that but yet, thanks for everything. =) 

 This was taken at midnight 2.08am

I was so concentrated on doing my own stuff until I forgot about the time.

When I took a peep on the sofa, the little sweetheart was slept already, soundly and peacefully :*)

I used to be a timid person, afraid to be alone, afraid of darkness, especially at home.

I don't know since when, all those matters seem not bothering to me anymore.

Now I know why. 

It is because of this cute little company:)  

 He always waits me finish doing all my stuff and sometimes he falls asleep

Then I'd say " Muffy let's go <3 !"

He will then wake up and follow me to the room.

He is a great company indeed. 

He is so important in my life that I couldn't afford to lose him :') <3

 Meatballs are love. Wei Lin said. LOL

Hahahah and so I accompany him to makan his love. 

Good friend since...form2? Hahah I've forgotten how we get to know each other

But yeah, your a great friend indeed. =]

*Although sometimes your being too emotional HAHAHA

 Tong Yuen of the year.

No more handmade it's from market..

Tastes good though. :) 

 No more colour tong yuen like the past few years but still..eating them still makes the heart feel warm. 

 I actually cut and dyed my hair. Yeah dyed again, not as light as the pic above anyway. That's the light effect! But this will be the last time. 

Oh go natural please. HAHAHAH :D 

 Every time when you managed to hold on the tears instead of letting them to fall, you have proven to be stronger each time. 

Time flies man, it's end of the year already. What else I hope for?

I pray for a happy and peaceful ending for 2011 :*)

 Lastly, playing an old song here. 

Keep holding on - Avril Lavigne

Yeah, I admit that I feel like giving up whenever I fall.

I'm the youngest child in the family, and yes, I have been a spoilt brat since I were born.

Always want people to be like the way I want them to be..

Over controlling and possessive, yeah I used to be like this :\ 

But people grow up from mistakes... 

Don't give up on me before I actually make a change :') 

Temptations are all around, challenging me and you, challenging us. 

But I know we will make it through the toughest part, together. 

=] 

wondering..

I wonder would you really smile if I ever go back.

Saddest text message. :'(

Girl: Babe, let's meet later. I miss you.
Boy: Aright, I'll just finish this round of beer.
Girl: You're drinking again?
Boy: Don't worry; I'll be there, okay?
Girl: Okay, I'll be waiting.

*hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time. The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls. He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained. The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.*

Brother: Someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy: Don't mess with me man. Stop joking.
*The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.*

11: 00pm
Babe, where are you?

11: 30pm
Babe, why is your phone off?

11: 45pm
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? : '(

12: 00am
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.





I like holiday because I don't have to go to class.
I dislike holiday because it makes me feel lifeless without doing anything meaningfully.
Sooo.. let's do something interesting to light up my holiday! Mmhmm... :D 

It's Friday :)

In life you must see that - you can love a person without a  reason but when you don't love a person, anything can just be the reason to break up.

It's the fifth day of my holiday i haven't start doing my assignment omg :\
I hate last minute work.. like last sem I actually spent the last 2 days to complete my 3500 words research
Motivate me please!! :\
Yet there are loads of gathering coming up in the year end..

I have no idea why my room always looks messy even after cleaning up a few days ago
Soo later's plan is > clean up > badminton > take bath > homework :)

Last but not least, good luck to him in the bball competition <3
Guess that he's playing now.. boy I miss you over here.

It's Tumblr time again :D

:) have a nice day onwards all my dearies!  

New year's eve

Unexpectedly it was a great movie :D
It narrated almost all kinds of human dimensions and relationships..with people from different walks of life.

:')

Forgiveness and second chance.
You are a very much deserved second chance. <3

:)

Christmas is coming!
I can't really remember if i have any memorable Christmas celebration.. hmm maybe Christmas eve?:)
Hey, Christmas reminds us it's the end of the year already..
Time flies,  life is getting tougher, but yet it is getting better! :)
Enjoy life when your still young! B-D

 

Nahhhh not a ghost okay.

XD 

Off to study!!
Buh bye!
*in a good mood* =] <3

What's the day?

You are getting on my nerves.

星期日

起身写了日记
写了前几天发生的事，但是很多真实的感觉都不见了，也写不出了。

看了一部很久之前就想看的电影 " Love you you"
还蛮感动的
差点掉泪。哈哈

看天气不错就和妈咪打羽球
muffy在一边帮我们拾球
很开心，很久没有笑得这么大声了
然后去骑脚车。又是我的最爱
很自在，会想很多。
会想起六年前，对，就是六年级那年，不开心的时候，就会去骑脚车
一转眼就这么大了。
很多时候我们不能想太多，想明天，想后天，想未来。还不如想一想要怎么过好今天。

有很多事情，过了就是过了。
不管你想怎样弥补你的错已经没用了
有时我真的很想好好地为你做一些事
谁又知道我还是会默默地为你心痛。

有时我会想，打了这么长的华语，有没有人真的会一个字一个字去读。

；）

我要充实地过每一天。
满分是十分，今天我给自己六分；）

Another 4 marks deducted by menstrual cramps..you suck. :(

有时只是想听听你的声音

即使不说话，看着你，我就很满足了。

不过

今天我好像累了。 

"你跟世界说晚安，却来不及跟我说。 "

Good night readers! :)  

我最親愛的

又是这首歌。

有一段时间没听了。

当你再次听到熟悉的歌时，你会发现，你怀念的不是那首歌，而是那首歌背后的故事。

Everytime i hear your name

Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars,
To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place.
Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaurants.
And seein' some of our old friends: it feels good to dance again.
And I can finally smell your perfume and not look around the room for you.
And I can walk right by your picture in a frame and not feel a thing.

But when I hear your name,
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
And nothin's changed, and we're still same.
And I get lost in the innocence of a first kiss,
And I'm hangin' on to every word rollin' off of your lips:
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

Got someone special in my life; everyone thinks she'll make a great wife.
Dad says he thinks she's the one; reminds him of Mom when she was young.
But it's way too soon to be talkin' 'bout rings; don't wanna rush into anything.
She's getting over someone too, kinda like me and you.
And she talks about him every once in a while, and I just nod my head and smile,
'cause I know exactly what she's goin' through; yeah, I've been there too.

And when the conversation turns to you,
I get caught in a "you were the only one for me",
Kinda thought, and your face is all that I see.
I know I can't go back but I still go back.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time,
And that's all it takes, and I'm in that place,
Every time I hear your name.

I stop thinkin' 'bout the words I left unsaid.
I stop tryin' the change the things I can't change.In my heart I know you're gone, but in my head, 
I feel rain fallin' right out of the blue sky.
And it's the fifth of May, and I'm right there starin' in your eyes.
That's all it takes, and I'm in that place.
And there we are, parked down by the riverside,
And I'm in your arms about to make love for the first time.
And I can't explain, but I'm in that place,Every time I hear your name. 

..

I'm still me. I never change.. don't you feel so.

Update!

Yo people!!
Still free to blog zzz! tons of works waiting for me to do :(
Well i just went for SungHa Jung's concert..
He is amazing okay i admire him so deeply now!! :D
He looks cute in real person aww:)
Unfortunately the concert was surprisingly short.. about 1 hour I think?
Anyway it's still worth my time and money to watch! ^_^

Oh well few days ago i was trying to take the photo of my hair..
Banyak amazing! 2 layers of colour :S

 

Erm...taken myself. so...failed. XD 

 

So i asked mummy to take it again. 

It's with flash..so the two colour was kinda obvious 

Soo ugly right T^T 

 While playing with muffy ;)

 

Sungha Jung's day! 

 

:)

After coming home..skype with the lovely boy :P 

... C:

真的不是每件事情都可以大方地说 I don't mind.

也许我无法代替她在你心中的地位...

可是相信我, 我会做得更好