Something you wanna know #1 :D

Cuz u girls are my sole motivation to update my blog. Hahaha, finally got to see someone's update in blogspot hehe :D So I feel like updating too!

Life is so hectic that I dunno where to start my story.

Anyway

Here we go.. 31/10/2013.

It was cheerleading mat testing day for all the houses.. And I didn't expect the surprise come that early :3 just right after my class this bunch of people appeared outside of my classroom and TADAA!

眼泛泪光... Cuz I really do appreciate what u girls have done for me despite my hectic schedule. :'D

Mad love green tea cake :3

This girl.. So chill that she skipped class to have lunch with us :P

Somehow it's heartwarming to see friends from diff gang mingling with each other :3 And I'm really happy to see they seem to like each other much.. hehe mwah to u girls!

Lovely bunch of people... Aren't they? ;')

Next... got my second cake on that night itself from my cheer mates. ;-)

Chosen by him.. Mah base :D look at the smiley face hehe.

Screenshot from a video.. I just love the moment!

I don't look good here but... who cares, it's my blog xp 

Looking at this pic, I think of the things that happened that day.. on my birthday night, one day before cheer competition.

I was doing quite okay all along during those practices.. but for the pyramid I always can't go up smoothly, either I fell, or I just lost count and didn't manage to go up at all.. so the pyramid would look like shit when I stuck at the ground.

So it was like all of a sudden, I cried.. I just cried and I couldn't help it.. As you can I see my eyes were abit swollen in the pic above ahah. It was the only day when I cried that much since the day I joined cheer... the stress overwhelmed me.

But I'm so glad to have those cheerful and supportive people around me.. words couldn't tell how grateful I am. People that wiped my tear off, people that hugged me, people that patted my shoulder and told me to stay strong, people that gave me a comforting smile, people that tolerated my mistakes... I'm writing this cuz I want myself to remember I'm blissful, blessed enough to have these people in my life. 

Another 3 cakes I got from sis (top), and two friends.. And it's so sweet of them that they know I love strawberry! ♥

The cake my sister bought LOOKS very nice tho.. With strong caramel banana smell :D but tastewise..... Errr I will never recommend anyone to buy this. U get what I mean right HAHAH 

And many people were wondering who bought me this cake... I said, a friend.

Perhaps she's not just a friend, a special friend... Someone whom I had avoided for few years. 

Here comes the reveal... :D

If you remember her. :)

After form2.. She keeps her promise till now.. where she will celebrate every birthday with me. She didnt fulfil her promise on form 3 I think. But the following years... She bought me a cake on my birthday, without fail. Last year special abit, she made one.. 

;') perhaps that's the reason why I would fell for tb last time, girls are always that caring and they can do little things that make you remember them for life.. Agree no?

Happy girl with cakes and pressies ;DDDD

Happy girl with loveliest papa and mama and muffy ;D ♥

People that need no intro... TEEHEE BUDDIESSS! ;D

The couple that never fails to make me LOL ;D

Hahaha brandon ah brandon

Best expression ever HAHA ;)

Thanks for your time busy people... 

♥♥♥

Need to continue my update in next post cuz there're too many photos.. i'm using mobile phone, abit laggy :3

Amazing day.

16/11.

Two things checked in my wish list. ;D

In the end, it's not the relationship status that matters, it's what you feel in the heart that matters.

#Cheerdiaries6

Sorry it's about cheer again! Cuz I'm currently having cheer withdrawal symptoms.. such as, keep looking at cheer photos, watching our old practice videos, feeling extremely excited when you meet your cheer mates... etc.

Some photos that I didn't upload on facebook ;)

Make-up of the day.. I didn't really wanna look at the mirror after the hair was done lol. The eye make looked quite pretty in the photos, but guess what, my eyes lids were swollen for few days because of the glue they used to stick the glitters. -.-

Photo session with my stunt group. Tiniest group in the team but we are proud to be in the same unit! ;D loads of loveeee!

The sweetie in my course :3 Glad to have her throughout the journey. Cuz you know it's kinda hard to find someone who is active in imu. People are just too busy studying :/

Another tiny flyer :3

And they are and will always be my favourite bases. ;)

Woots! Special guest of the night. I was really happy to see her ^_^ someone whom I admire hehe.

Came all the way from Seremban. I know her because of pingpong. and she is in Taurus too! Right after imu cup table tennis competition, on that night she promised me to come to support me on cheer comp, and she did it. :')

 *Okay she didn't come just because of me, she got her gold medal for table tennis too! :p

Someone special whom I would like to thank, from the bottom of my heart.

Maybe it's just me, there are a lot of emotion I don't like to show it or express it. Sometimes I just keep it all in my heart. Maybe I didn't really express my appreciation. But I know I'm lucky enough to have him support me all the time, looking after me. We are.... so far yet so close. 

Nevertheless, things couldn't work out like how I wish.. 

Thank you dear yin yi for all the photos, credits to Joyce ;) but yeah, without you, Joyce wouldn't have come. I love you deep deep! :*

第一个，第二，第三，第四，第五个。。。

我以为我可以抛开恐惧，踏出第一步。。。为什么到了抉择的那一刻我总是想逃避。我真的很讨厌这样的自己。

也许，我根本就不适合。

#Cheerdiaries5

Ending a hectic week, I'm back to studies again. Yeah back to studies, like I didn't touch my books for one whole month. A lot of mixed feelings, a lot to update, but the time left doesn't allow me to do so.. imma have a short update and continue once I finish test next week okay? :)

Cheer life has officially come to an ending.
That day after cheer comp, I watched our performances over and over again. Thinking of those times when we spent few days couple of hours (perhaps more than 12 hours...) just to perfect a single stunt (in fact 5 seconds in the routine), those times when fam injured and we were worried that we couldn't perform on the competition day, those times when I was stuck at twist cradle and ground up extension and the feeling I had one day before cheer comp when I felt like giving up, like seriously... I teared up.

You have no idea how much I cherish those moments spent on practices.. and I guess you won't understand why I choose to sacrifice my time and studies just for 2 minutes and 30 seconds.. :') all the hard work is paid off, cuz you know, I'm proud to say that the 2 and a half minute was one of the greatest accomplishments in my life.

And everyone in cheer has cheer withdrawal syndrome now T_T we miss cheer, we miss the time practicing jumps together, we miss the time when our muscles were all sore but still insisted to complete the routine, we miss the time where we fell down and laughed out loud... thinking of all those moments makes me smile already ;')

Class test on next monday. But my heart is still with cheer... someone please rescueeeeeeeee me.

x

Have no idea why it happened again. So unexpectedly, yeah, so true.
But I seem to be happier this way.