Phewww. EOS in one-month-time. Don't even have time to take a break. Whenever I stay at home, sleep is the only thing I would do... so I just need to keep forcing myself to stay at uni as long as possible. Cheer is giving me more and more pressure, sigh, take me to a beach I wanna shout as loud as I can..

Please study...

It's getting harder.
Taurus people spoil me too much maybe. Aces people want me to be champion so I'm being treated harshly during training. Getting more injuries but I have to keep it to myself, couldn't tell mommy, not to mention daddy, couldn't even tell Fam. Yesterday I broke down after the strength training, and yeah i wasn't the only flyer who cried yesterday, some flyers cried too while doing strength work. Coach said, "I don't care whether you can take it or not, and yes please cry while you doing it and don't stop while you cry because I don't care how suffering is it. All I want is champion."

.....

It's a heartbreaking night. :'( I'm overwhelmed with training and workloads. Time time time I need more time. Just need to let it all out and back to work again.

Jia you wzs.

我泪了，也累了。开始没了耐心，开始想发脾气。可能我压抑太久，可能也真的太久，太久了。

掉泪，是因为生气自己没了耐心，没了那份心。

?

No one said it would be easy. Perhaps my talent is only limited to a flyer, not a cheerleader. I know sometimes I put too much pressure on myself, I'm always eager to improve, as much as I can.

My tumbling is very bad. Very  ugly.

T__T

Finally, fundraising event 告一段落。很感谢当中帮了我很多很多忙的人。

虽然当中遇到问题就好像，面包来到太小个，可很庆幸都有了solution & 很感谢我们的leader全力支持我的proposal。

最近实在是太忙，忙到有时我不知道自己在做什么。

星期一和二都有attachment ，碰巧fundraising event就在星期二，星期一attachment后从回到学校已经很迟了，遇到塞车时间7.30pm，所以也决定不回家。所以就和我们的cheer captain讨论cheerleading的东西，聊聊下竟然也聊到十一点，晚餐也没吃，又累又饿，真的很想哭。第二天还要五点起来准备fundraising的食物饮料，想到压力都大。

送yenyin回vista后也十一点多了，他叫我去他那里一下。反正也在vista c，所以就过去了。一去到门已打开，看到他把面煮好捧去桌子上，原来他煮了晚餐给我. 可以想像我是多么地> T___T

那么小小的贴心真的很让我感动.

我跟他说我明早要五点起来，于是他给了我这些。他每次在我有事的时候都会给我一些很有用的东西。＾＿＾

Early in the morning 6am ;)

由于当天用具有点不够，少了一些杯，于是自己去了endah parade买，因为classmate都在上课( I skipped two classes tsk tsk tsk)，于是我拉他和我一起去...> :P 其实一路上我很忙，一直在听电话，东西都是他在帮我选帮我看。 到时间去collect豆奶，我忘了带箱子去装，他就直接当场DIY纸皮，变去箱子：D

其实没有他在，我该怎么办。

他就这样把七瓶豆奶抗在身上. 

我是很庆幸有他在的。^^

Attachment with handsome :p hahaha super relaxing attachment, got released early by the pharmacist. So we had enough time to eat dessert lol.

Second day he suggested to have dinner together despite he know we will be jam packed in the lrt. XD

Anyway, had a great time spending my attachment hours with Francis! Surprised that he is quite "masculine" in personality and  he also found some nice japanese songs to share with me cuz he know I can understand japanese, ^_^

Life is good so far. hehe. NEED TO STUDY, PUHLEASE....