很开心终于有了最后的决定😊 是时候好好地计划我在这里剩下的八个月。 

;) 

And sometimes ldr makes us to appreciate each other's presence even more. Your first week to hospital posting at labuan and since then we talk in the phone quite often, which we usually do not do. :) Your phone call this morning does make my decision even firmer. I know what I want in my life. I know what to do. 

Cheerleading is a passion, but somehow because of cheer, I've missed out all the fun and precious time I should have spent with my family and the loved ones. I had given 200% of commitment for cheer in the preparation for c3 2014 and I've accomplished what I wanted to achieve. I have no regrets now.

It may be a lil heart-breaking to stop my passion going but I guess I know what's my priorities now.

I will be fine! still! :)

Sometimes I wonder why are those words hurting me so much.. maybe because it's from someone you love? We always allow people we love to hurt us easily. That easy.

I've tried my very very very best to make time for you, for us, even thou I feel so so so exhausted.. the training is exhausting me, I got no energy left, I got no time left, I've sacrificed so much time on this. I have no time left for family... Everyday my mom is asking me where am I heading to. Without fail. Yet I choose to spend time with you whenever I'm free.

It hurts so much to hear that waiting me is such a waste of time. You were frustrated cuz I'm late... and you couldn't go to get your phone back. And maybe getting your phone back is all you want... not spending time with me.

Four days left to the day you leave to posting. But I feel like meeting up might just be a waste of time for you.

Yes emo post. Bye.