The fact that I changed too much since the beginning of the relationship made things worse now. The fact that I couldn't open up myself to you, after so long, does affect the relationship a lot. 

I remember things weren't that good before I came. Although it seems like we never argue since we come to UK, I know the problems do exist. They remain unsolved. 

Recently, I'm a little tired of this relationship. Tired of the selfishness I see in you. I swear I always put myself into your shoes, but... do you really do the same?