Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The 16th day - Just a dream


Deleted cuz i don wanna let it to be part of my memories. Just forget about it.
Today's eng class was about men and women, kinda interesting!!
Fav quotes of the day:" In our civilization, men are afraid that they will not be men enough, and women are afraid they might be considered only women." - Theidor Reik
Hmm i think this is quite true right, men don't want to be seen as weak ; women want to be taken seriously.
Ahh the class just recalled loads of the past memories.
One of the topics is about new haircut.

Girl: Honey, did i look different today?
Boy: Erm your dynamic dress?
Girl : No way!
Boy : You did a haircut?
Girl : Aww you saw it! *cheerful tone* How does it look like? ^___^
Boy : ...I guess it's okay.
Girl :Okay? What do you mean by okay?
Boy : It's just...okay!
Girl :  So is it a good okay or bad okay? You said okay cuz you aren't like it!
Boy : No..it's not! it just meant nothing!
Girl :  You hate it right, i know you prefer my long hair.
Boy : No...it just looks fine.
Girl : .................

I forgot the ending part, was listening this short conversation in class, and at the end we guess that they break off after that, as the girl is constantly annoying the guy about the haircut. Miscommunication often leads to separation, isn't it? They break up due to stupid reasons, kind of stubborn excuses.

I think of the finger nail incident, if i don't give the finger nail a damn, wouldn't the ending be like this? Perhaps? I don't know. One thing is, you hadn't fight for it, to say the least. I don't know whether did i try, i think i was worried, i was really scared, and all you told me were don't worry, i'll always by your side whenever you need, i'll always support you. I don't wanna blame anyone, both of us are just being stubborn in our own ways..true? To admit that, people fall out of love by choice, it isn't by chance. At the moment i actually assumed that you were the one who fell out from our love, giving up as the feeling has gone. Till now, yes, the assumption is still on my mind, even for this second. She said," It's really easy to have a crush but it's hard to be in love with a person. It ain't easy to find a person who can actually holds your hand and touches your heart. Words just couldn't describe the feelings when you have found all you ever wanted. For this second, all i have to do is dream. Before it leaves, just don't wake me up from the dream...


  

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